Im a hypogonadism Patient who hasnt received any Treatment yet, ive gymcelled a bit, ive even gained a Little bit of mass but it still Looks honestly like shit, my clavicles are simply to narrow, my shoulders are totally compressed on my ribcage
masculine shoulders are usually square shaped and not sloped, they should be wide enough so that you head fits horizontally 3 times on your shoulders (Unfortunately not in my case)
So my last Chance to look like a grown man is to widen my shoulders through surgery or growth Hormones steroids
Problem is that it's impossible to get pure growth Hormone or Steroids where i live, doctors are misandristic and ignorant, my Test levels are just as low as the ones from the average woman, but i still dont get testosterone because according to them it's a "Steroid abuser" Hormone which makes men into rapists
(EVERY urologist and endocrinologists ive met has said that!)
according to them Levels like 120ng/dl of total testosterone is perfectly normal
so steroids are not a real Option since it's probably impossible to get them (i was ripped off several times)
surgery would be a Option, but i havent yet found a doc who performs clavicle lengthening in Germany
I Need a wider bone structure
Muscles are COMPLETELY useless, it's a naive and silly idea to think that muscles build Frame
it's completely your bone structure which determines how big and masculine and thus aesthetic you look
big muscles on a narrow frame Looks like shit, it gives you the typical overcompensating gymcel look, when women talk About how much they like muscular men then they are only refering to men who are naturally wide framed along with a moderate amount of muscle mass, NOT About gymcels who basically look like toothpicks with oversized Ballons on it
Muscles dont look good on my Body, widening bone structure is the only way for me....
Is there any Option? (please dont come up with "Just do lateral raises" etc.)
masculine shoulders are usually square shaped and not sloped, they should be wide enough so that you head fits horizontally 3 times on your shoulders (Unfortunately not in my case)
So my last Chance to look like a grown man is to widen my shoulders through surgery or growth Hormones steroids
Problem is that it's impossible to get pure growth Hormone or Steroids where i live, doctors are misandristic and ignorant, my Test levels are just as low as the ones from the average woman, but i still dont get testosterone because according to them it's a "Steroid abuser" Hormone which makes men into rapists
(EVERY urologist and endocrinologists ive met has said that!)
according to them Levels like 120ng/dl of total testosterone is perfectly normal
so steroids are not a real Option since it's probably impossible to get them (i was ripped off several times)
surgery would be a Option, but i havent yet found a doc who performs clavicle lengthening in Germany
I Need a wider bone structure
Muscles are COMPLETELY useless, it's a naive and silly idea to think that muscles build Frame
it's completely your bone structure which determines how big and masculine and thus aesthetic you look
big muscles on a narrow frame Looks like shit, it gives you the typical overcompensating gymcel look, when women talk About how much they like muscular men then they are only refering to men who are naturally wide framed along with a moderate amount of muscle mass, NOT About gymcels who basically look like toothpicks with oversized Ballons on it
Muscles dont look good on my Body, widening bone structure is the only way for me....
Is there any Option? (please dont come up with "Just do lateral raises" etc.)
