nothing feels real

[Devious_Egg]

i feel like those
schizophrenic people or people in mental health PSA video
but nothing feels real
i just am a soul playing simulation
nothing feels real
except pain

 

[Ghoultune]

Go Take a Nap

 

[Spongebob CirclePants]

Time passing and leading to something is unthinkable to me tbf

 

[Devious_Egg]

Go Take a Nap

its been like this for idk so long
more then a year
im tireed

 

[Devious_Egg]

Time passing and leading to something is unthinkable to me tbf

same
i dont fucking realise time is passing like nothing is real its all a simulation that goes really fast but i am not really changing what the fuck

 

[Devious_Egg]

is the way out death
but i dont want to die
i just want to LIVE like i am LIVING

 

[nathanV]

Stop being online so much for derealization

Maybe it can help

 

[Devious_Egg]

Stop being online so much for derealization

Maybe it can help

ok, thank you. i dont really have friends irl i can be true with so it is hard