Odd things I miss

[RottingCarrie]

I miss when I was disorded and not diagnosed with anything except conduct disorder. I was also doing alot of drugs and cutting myself my old music makes me miss it but im an adult and I have to work and shit so im not going back to that but I miss smelling blood while listening to shitty music and playing old video games with my puke bucket in the corner and a pizza I snuck into the house