Serious pessimism and defeatism is law

[Deleted Member 105618]

Almost always the worst happens to me
and in the world it seems too, the only good things are minor stories maybe involving One person beating cancer, which yes good for them but all it gives you is maybe a good feeling for a few seconds, A meaningless dopamine rush, but in reality you will never experience anything as good as that, its almost impossible to win the lottery in most of our lifetimes
no charity will ever donate to us

Even before i was blackpilled nothing majorly good happened, and even if it did i cant remember it because im shrouded with negativity
the worst things that happened to me outweigh the positives so much that the good things are overshadowed and everything i think about gets clouded with negativity and any good thing seems so minor to me even if it isnt, i mean the only good things is that im alive and in okay living conditions, but those were a guarantee as i was born into this family

Ive tried going to the gym
I used to go 5 times a week for a few months and then switched to 4 and 3
ate sufficient protein for my BW
trained till failure
rested and slept 9 hours plus
and i havent built any muscle and now people laugh at me for being weak and skinny

sure i lost weight which is a positive
but the insults went from fat > skinny
and fat > ugly

Now i learn to accept the worst always happens
i've probably contradicted myself like 15 times in this thread but i dont care because nothing anyone says will change my mindset
im subhuman and kept in subhuman shackles by my mindset

Long story short its OVER
and we need to learn to accept this

 

[Vaelor]

Almost always the worst happens to me
and in the world it seems too, the only good things are minor stories maybe involving One person beating cancer, which yes good for them but all it gives you is maybe a good feeling for a few seconds, A meaningless dopamine rush, but in reality you will never experience anything as good as that, its almost impossible to win the lottery in most of our lifetimes
no charity will ever donate to us

Even before i was blackpilled nothing majorly good happened, and even if it did i cant remember it because im shrouded with negativity
the worst things that happened to me outweigh the positives so much that the good things are overshadowed and everything i think about gets clouded with negativity and any good thing seems so minor to me even if it isnt, i mean the only good things is that im alive and in okay living conditions, but those were a guarantee as i was born into this family

Ive tried going to the gym
I used to go 5 times a week for a few months and then switched to 4 and 3
ate sufficient protein for my BW
trained till failure
rested and slept 9 hours plus
and i havent built any muscle and now people laugh at me for being weak and skinny

sure i lost weight which is a positive
but the insults went from fat > skinny
and fat > ugly

Now i learn to accept the worst always happens
i've probably contradicted myself like 15 times in this thread but i dont care because nothing anyone says will change my mindset
im subhuman and kept in subhuman shackles by my mindset

Long story short its OVER
and we need to learn to accept this

it's not over right now, fuck the next gens tbh.

 

[Deleted Member 105618]

it's not over right now, fuck the next gens tbh.

It is over, especially if you have a subhuman mindset to begin with

 

[Vaelor]

It is over, especially if you have a subhuman mindset to begin with

that's what i've thought at first