pleaseeeeeeeee

[dipenhydramine]

I wasn’t tryna reenact the porn bro

 

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age 2 mogs tbh did it make it any easier in adult life or na

Yeah I feel like I have grown out of it a lot

 

[dipenhydramine]

Yeah I feel like I have grown out of it a lot

good shit man im still suffering ngl

 

[Deleted Member 84844]

good shit man im still suffering ngl

Hopefully it gets better do they provide you with any resources?

 

[dipenhydramine]

Hopefully it gets better do they provide you with any resources?

yea but rn its mostly cbt and dat doesnt rlly help much yk

 

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yea but rn its mostly cbt and dat doesnt rlly help much yk

I do cbt it’s ok… you should look into dbt it’s really helpful for helping you manage your emotions, dialectical instead of cognitive

 

[dipenhydramine]

I do cbt it’s ok… you should look into dbt it’s really helpful for helping you manage your emotions, dialectical instead of cognitive

thats good actually ill look into dis

my issues rn r mostly overstimulation and also i think flat affect fucks me over socially

 

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thats good actually ill look into dis

my issues rn r mostly overstimulation and also i think flat affect fucks me over socially

I never dealt with flat affect but def overstimulation… are there other autists at your school?

 

[dipenhydramine]

I never dealt with flat affect but def overstimulation… are there other autists at your school?

likely but iont talk 2 them

i dont relly see much others like me doe prolly come off as weird irl

 

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likely but iont talk 2 them

i dont relly see much others like me doe prolly come off as weird irl

Tbh I never got along with other autists either… do you go to special ed classes or just normie classes?

 

[dipenhydramine]

Tbh I never got along with other autists either… do you go to special ed classes or just normie classes?

i go to normie ig

i cant really get along with autists or NT, only a very niche type of person would be able to be my friend irl ykwim

 

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i go to normie ig

i cant really get along with autists or NT, only a very niche type of person would be able to be my friend irl ykwim

Idk you seem to make good friends here, everyone likes you here, @over0 @Mandy? lexi I could name a bunch

 

[jkcwakcjw]

we duel at noon cowboi

i am sorry cowboy no duel at noon i have to sleep
cowboy dont play with his sleep schedule
but here is an ai generated doug dimmadone photo for compensation:

 

[dipenhydramine]

Idk you seem to make good friends here, everyone likes you here, @over0 @Mandy? lexi I could name a bunch

ya its that idk

i dont rlly talk abt my interests much + idk flat affect doesnt rlly show online

lexi is da only one who relly knows my interets im glad she doesnt think im a weirdo lel

 

[dipenhydramine]

i am sorry cowboy no duel at noon i have to sleep
cowboy dont play with his sleep schedule
but here is an ai generated doug dimmadone photo for compensation:

goodnight cowboi

can i ask what country yu from

 

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ya its that idk

i dont rlly talk abt my interests much + idk flat affect doesnt rlly show online

lexi is da only one who relly knows my interets im glad she doesnt think im a weirdo lel

How’d you end up on a looksmaxxing site? Are you particularly interested in looksmaxxing?

 

[jkcwakcjw]

goodnight cowboi

can i ask what country yu from

ok not cowboy as jkcwakcjw i am an american wbu

 

[dipenhydramine]

How’d you end up on a looksmaxxing site? Are you particularly interested in looksmaxxing?

not relly i was insecure last year and rotted on org but then i heard here was friendlier and now im js here 2 cope with lonliness icl

ok not cowboy as jkcwakcjw i am an american wbu

i dipenhydramine am british unfortunately

 

[jkcwakcjw]

not relly i was insecure last year and rotted on org but then i heard here was friendlier and now im js here 2 cope with lonliness icl

i dipenhydramine am british unfortunately

goodnight mr tophat is off in respect to u
and i do like ur threads bc u say what u want and that is good

 

[dipenhydramine]

goodnight mr tophat is off in respect to u
and i do like ur threads bc u say what u want and that is good

thankiu sigma that is a nice top hat good nihgt

 

[jkcwakcjw]

thankiu sigma that is a nice top hat good nihgt

then u can have it
it is very expensive but ill give it to u mr here

gn

 

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not relly i was insecure last year and rotted on org but then i heard here was friendlier and now im js here 2 cope with lonliness icl

Have you done anything to change your looks? The one photo I saw of you you looked MTN as fuck, very anglo-celtic (this is not a bad thing)

 

[dipenhydramine]

Have you done anything to change your looks? The one photo I saw of you you looked MTN as fuck, very anglo-celtic (this is not a bad thing)

ya i growing hair and getting lean but idk what else to do tbh i just have half decent bone ig but nothing special

 

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ya i growing hair and getting lean but idk what else to do tbh i just have half decent bone ig but nothing special

Growing hair is one of the best softmaxxes along with weightless so that is good. Do you go to the gym at all to lift (I know Goatis would disapprove )

 

[dipenhydramine]

Growing hair is one of the best softmaxxes along with weightless so that is good. Do you go to the gym at all to lift (I know Goatis would disapprove )

naa i just do lots of climbing and long walks

 

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naa i just do lots of climbing and long walks

Climbing is really good for physique I think you can get a decent physique doing that kind shit, walking is really good too for just holistic health

 

[dipenhydramine]

Climbing is really good for physique I think you can get a decent physique doing that kind shit, walking is really good too for just holistic health

yee its pretty much all i do for fun nowadays like cell towers and trees and abandoned buildings and hiking

wat do yu do

 

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yee its pretty much all i do for fun nowadays like cell towers and trees and abandoned buildings and hiking

wat do yu do

You climb cell towers? I'm so scared of heights

I lift a little bit at the gym I just want a lean physique not a male gaze looking bodybuilder roid physique + I walk on the treadmill I mainly like the gym cuz you are surrounded by people there

 

[dipenhydramine]

You climb cell towers? I'm so scared of heights

I lift a little bit at the gym I just want a lean physique not a male gaze looking bodybuilder roid physique + I walk on the treadmill I mainly like the gym cuz you are surrounded by people there

yea i mean body is important for aesthetics ig i just dont really think abt dat stuff much

ye i love feeling scared its a nice feeling

 

[Deleted Member 84844]

yea i mean body is important for aesthetics ig i just dont really think abt dat stuff much

ye i love feeling scared its a nice feeling

I just want a flat stomach and abs and arms and all that I guess but nothing too big not some Cbum type shit

Have you always been comfortable with heights?

 

[dipenhydramine]

I just want a flat stomach and abs and arms and all that I guess but nothing too big not some Cbum type shit

Have you always been comfortable with heights?

ye same but i dont relly want abs i just want dat line in the midddle ykwim

ye i nevber really been scared of heights i was scared da first few times but yu get used to it fast

 

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ye same but i dont relly want abs i just want dat line in the midddle ykwim

ye i nevber really been scared of heights i was scared da first few times but yu get used to it fast

I gotcha you just want a flat stomach ye

What is the highest thing you have ever climbed?

 

[dipenhydramine]

I gotcha you just want a flat stomach ye

What is the highest thing you have ever climbed?

hmm idk the estimate height but it was one of these

but i have plans to do a crane soon maybe

 

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hmm idk the estimate height but it was one of these
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but i have plans to do a crane soon maybe

Do you do anything to stay safe like any equipment or do you just full-send it?

 

[dipenhydramine]

Do you do anything to stay safe like any equipment or do you just full-send it?

naa i just send it sometimes if its raining i have frikin latex gloves doe but doesnt relly help much

 

[Deleted Member 84844]

naa i just send it sometimes if its raining i have frikin latex gloves doe but doesnt relly help much

I hope this isn't too personal of a question, but I have heard you mention wanting to rope before... do you think you have a death wish at all? Basically like doing risky things with little concern for the consequence because you don't wanna be alive?

 

[dipenhydramine]

I hope this isn't too personal of a question, but I have heard you mention wanting to rope before... do you think you have a death wish at all? Basically like doing risky things with little concern for the consequence because you don't wanna be alive?

hmm i think sort of passively ig but i never do shit expecting to die

i think its more of a like just idc abt it in da moment sorta thing

 

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hmm i think sort of passively ig but i never do shit expecting to die

i think its more of a like just idc abt it in da moment sorta thing

I think of it passively too like not wanting to wake up in the morning or just wishing I was dead... do you find anything helps with the thoughts?

 

[dipenhydramine]

I think of it passively too like not wanting to wake up in the morning or just wishing I was dead... do you find anything helps with the thoughts?

dis is a trick i use when it gets bad enough
someone on org taught me abt it

u gotta sit alone in the dark for a few hours n js think

no music no tv

you will eventually calm down and think enough and realise its not actually dat deep

but before that realisation comes it will get worse for an hour or so

ive done it 3 times at da worst moments and its helped

 

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dis is a trick i use when it gets bad enough
someone on org taught me abt it

u gotta sit alone in the dark for a few hours n js think

no music no tv

you will eventually calm down and think enough and realise its not actually dat deep

but before that realisation comes it will get worse for an hour or so

ive done it 3 times at da worst moments and its helped

That sounds kinda trippy... how long does the effect last for? Like does it clear the thoughts for a good while?

 

[dipenhydramine]

That sounds kinda trippy... how long does the effect last for? Like does it clear the thoughts for a good while?

depends on how bad ur mental is

clears me up for a few days usually

warninig tho if you do it, midway through it WILL get worse

basicialy its js we r constantly distracting ourselves n not letting da bad thoughts flow

so music, dopamine etc so it all js builds up


yu gotta let it go ig

 

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depends on how bad ur mental is

clears me up for a few days usually

warninig tho if you do it, midway through it WILL get worse

basicialy its js we r constantly distracting ourselves n not letting da bad thoughts flow

so music, dopamine etc so it all js builds up


yu gotta let it go ig

In therapy they are always telling me to practice mindfulness too like when I have bad thoughts intentionally focus on other things like that 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 rule and what not... adhd destroys my dopamine

 

[dipenhydramine]

In therapy they are always telling me to practice mindfulness too like when I have bad thoughts intentionally focus on other things like that 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 rule and what not... adhd destroys my dopamine

personally i feel like dats just bullshit, they tell yu shit that doesnt work so u resort to meds and they make dolla dolla

i think yu need to figure what personally works for you

and also gn man its 2:40 am and i got school tomorrow

thanks 4 talking w me it means mroe than yu think

 

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personally i feel like dats just bullshit, they tell yu shit that doesnt work so u resort to meds and they make dolla dolla

i think yu need to figure what personally works for you

and also gn man its 2:40 am and i got school tomorrow

thanks 4 talking w me it means mroe than yu think

Gn man of course hit me up on here whenever you need to chat hope you feel better my friend