Userwasnotthere
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New job. I lived in Milan for her and moved back to Rome the day we broke up. No contract for now—I want to cash in some unemployment checks as well and stack money faster. I have surgeries planned this year, plus more expenses for licenses.
Bus and truck driving licenses, firearms license, and other certifications that will let me work in security.
On the day of the breakup I had €38 in my pocket. I spent everything on her, only to get cheated on. Now I at least have a livable lump sum. I keep expenses as low as possible and save everything.
Eventually, in late 2027, I plan leg-lengthening surgery. After that, a sport bike and a nicer car.
For about a month after the breakup I couldn’t get hard due to depression. I’m still sad, but not suicidal—just on the other side of the coin. I want to destroy the old life and save myself. I also restarted erection and blood-flow work and penile training, with faster gains than most. My flaccid length is now longer than my previous erect length, and my erections are thicker and longer.
I’m also doing voice training and frauding my personality. I’ve been on a few dates with exes, and they say they like me more now.
This week I’ll request a legal name change. Hoping “Victor” gets accepted.
Surgeries plan (hardmaxxing):
This year
- Blue eye procedure (in a few months)
- Scar removal laser + tattoos for coverage
- Wrinkle removal laser
Next year
- Leg lengthening
- Buccal fat removal
By 2029 I will work as a Frontaliere so SWISS checks but with Italian expenses and hopefully also make some money online but that's not even a real goal. I will be 6 feet or 6'1 and have blue eyes and a new face, new name, new voice, new soul.
So I will either steal my whore back or attract a better girl that will make me believe in love again.
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