Rage rant

[swanneo]

any1 else feel like they just act too autistic or like not normal IRL like i always feel like i can't carry out a conversation or handle myself in a 100 capacity like a normal person im always doing something not right!! and i really do try to like "perform" properly but ugh IDK it's just so awkward and i feel like other people can tell that im not normal.

 

[Huntergirl]

Uhhhh yesss I feel you

 

[Deleted Member 49073]

Sometimes, it's usually when you're surrounded by the wrong people.

 

[swanneo]

Sometimes, it's usually when you're surrounded by the wrong people.

yea when im w my closest friends i dont mind is as much but just in general or with strangers/acquaintances i just can really feel it

 

[Methodical]

Yes, I feel this all the time.

 

[swanneo]

Yes, I feel this all the time.

right me too! and i feel like im not even been paranoid, like i can objectively tell people i interact with know.

 

[based god gigi]

any1 else feel like they just act too autistic or like not normal IRL like i always feel like i can't carry out a conversation or handle myself in a 100 capacity like a normal person im always doing something not right!! and i really do try to like "perform" properly but ugh IDK it's just so awkward and i feel like other people can tell that im not normal.

used to have this problem but i honestly just faked it til i made it

how are other people supposed to believe you are confident and friendly if you dont even believe it yourself? dont doubt yourself!!!

and if youre gonna complain ab them judging you, "omg shes literally masking her AUTISM hahahah so funny" literally who tf cares??? trust me if they dont accept you for who you are then they arent meant to be your friends(or your acquaintance or wtv) in the first place.

 

[swanneo]

used to have this problem but i honestly just faked it til i made it

how are other people supposed to believe you are confident and friendly if you dont even believe it yourself? dont doubt yourself!!!

and if youre gonna complain ab them judging you, "omg shes literally masking her AUTISM hahahah so funny" literally who tf cares??? trust me if they dont accept you for who you are then they arent meant to be your friends in the first place.

i think so too!! this semester ive been trying to "fake" more confidence and its working out well irl even if im quite different at my core lol, but very true about the friends part <3 ty

 

[based god gigi]

i think so too!! this semester ive been trying to "fake" more confidence and its working out well irl even if im quite different at my core lol, but very true about the friends part <3 ty

yessss ofc! glad its working out for u

and when i mean fake i dont mean fake your personality. everybody says this but stay true to yourself. or else you might pass by the person that would have wholly and truly accepted you, for you. i mean fake like your demeanor--eye contact, body language, etc.

actually im gonna make a guide on this. personalitymaxxing..? or demeanor-maxxing????? idk what to call this
@Randomized Shame good idea or no? there might already b a guide on this that idk about

 

[pompompurino]

yes, feels like i have to pretend a lot, glad there’s many people here that relate!

 

[Methodical]

yessss ofc! glad its working out for u

and when i mean fake i dont mean fake your personality. everybody says this but stay true to yourself. or else you might pass by the person that would have wholly and truly accepted you, for you. i mean fake like your demeanor--eye contact, body language, etc.

actually im gonna make a guide on this. personalitymaxxing..? or demeanor-maxxing????? idk what to call this
@Randomized Shame good idea or no? there might already b a guide on this that idk about

You absolutely should make a thread on it.

 

[based god gigi]

You absolutely should make a thread on it.

YAAAAAAAY

 

[swanneo]

yessss ofc! glad its working out for u

and when i mean fake i dont mean fake your personality. everybody says this but stay true to yourself. or else you might pass by the person that would have wholly and truly accepted you, for you. i mean fake like your demeanor--eye contact, body language, etc.

actually im gonna make a guide on this. personalitymaxxing..? or demeanor-maxxing????? idk what to call this
@Randomized Shame good idea or no? there might already b a guide on this that idk about

this thread wld be amazingg! im definitely always conscious about keeping a good posture, smiling and holding eye contact when talking 2 people. i feel like that stuff makes u more appealing