Really had to share this pics from when i was 14, overweight and on my period. Will delete it soon

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Back then everyone was mogging me. Also the fit was very unflattering and loose on my waist( even tho it doesn't look so) and the oush up bra and eating a whole pizza before the shoot didn't help( everyone was shocked how I could eat so much but how could a girl gain curves?-spoiler alert: the curves fat went into my face not my ass)

 

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In case you didn't recognize my ass:

 

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Shared them so we could laugh together although I still cry when I see what I have done to myself back then. I was very depressed deep down. The worst part is that they are public

 

[bunny2]

the whole friendgroup was overweight ngl

 

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the whole friendgroup was overweight ngl

They were probably trying to be curvy as well.

 

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I am so so mad at my parents for not saying anything about this. For not trying to protect me from self destruction.

 

[bunny2]

I am so so mad at my parents for not saying anything about this. For not trying to protect me from self destruction.

i feel like u hate ur parents

 

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i feel like u hate ur parents

Well they allowed me to get obese...ofc they are disgusting for this. They should have told me to love my natural body not to go for unachievable stuff. Imagine if I got ill or smth( I actually did tho).

 

[bunny2]

Well they allowed me to get obese...ofc they are disgusting for this. They should have told me to love my natural body not to go for unachievable stuff. Imagine if I got ill or smth( I actually did tho).

do u resent them

 

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do u resent them

Ofc

 

[bunny2]

Ofc

ok can u rep me, u never rep

 

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ok can u rep me, u never rep

Ok. Sorry I just can't stop crying

 

[bunny2]

Ok. Sorry I just can't stop crying

whyyy r u crying ela

 

[AuggyDauggy]

"omg guysss im so ugly poor me " ahh post

 

[bunny2]

"omg guysss im so ugly poor me " ahh post

auggy shes crying be nice

 

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"omg guysss im so ugly poor me " ahh post

I was ugly and fat yes...ofc I am mad. These pics are fucking public

 

[AuggyDauggy]

auggy shes crying be nice

wait fr?

I'm sorry ela. I only read the title

 

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why’d you mention the fact that you were on your period lmfao

 

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wait fr?

I'm sorry ela. I only read the title

Yeah. This period of time: age 13-14 was very traumatizing for me.

 

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why’d you mention the fact that you were on your period lmfao

Cuz it makes gain weight and it makes me very swollen. It was even more severe back then

 

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These are my only embarrassing pics thankfully+another one but that's from my uncle's fb so I hope I will have the chance to delete it one day. He also posts 10000 pics a week so it will be ok if I don't

 

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Oh...and this one. But it is not public.

 

[TonyDr]

Back then everyone was mogging me

Face wise you fog the whole squad Ela

 

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Face wise you fog the whole squad Ela

My ass...obesity was visible mostly on my face.

 

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Face wise you fog the whole squad Ela

Anyways sadly most of them downgraded and went actually fat. Thanks god I woke up from my dream of looking like kylie jenner( who got lots of body surgeries and lipos)

 

[TonyDr]

My ass...obesity was visible mostly on my face.

Gimme a break Ela you was just slightly overweight nothing crazy, not obese. And you have a better face than the while squad, you fog them

 

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Bulk advice: eat 5000+ kcal a day...sugar and such.
This was me a bit before being 13( the time I went crazy). In those pics I was 14. I calmed down after tho and by 15 wanted to go back to my true self.

 

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Gimme a break Ela you was just slightly overweight nothing crazy, not obese. And you have a better face than the while squad, you fog them

Tbh according to the scale I wasn't even overweight. I just put on weight very badly
Thanks god I am back to a more normal eating now

 

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@huntergirl as you can see, I was your opposite back then
Glorifying obesity

 

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I am really mad no one told me. No one. Not even the rudest of the persons. Unasked "compliments" also didn't help. I recall I went to a shop and the woman there said..."oh you are lanky but narrow...how will I find a size for you".
Fuck you lady. She made even more insecure bcs I didn't feel curvy

 

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The Last 30 minutes for you to see this shit then I will delete it.

 

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I've also got a cursed height...the shorter ones would look skinnier even if we had the same bmi cuz they are petite and the taller ones look skinnier than they are because they are "long" and tall people rarely gain weight unless they want to.