Jung333bunny
Carl young
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About a week ago I underwent rhinoplasty. Since I was a little kid (I’m 22) I’ve hated my nose. The width, the shape, the tip - I’ve wanted nothing more than to fix it when I could. I found a doctor in the states (I wanted to go overseas for the surgery but my mom kept telling me It’d be unsafe). I told him multiple times I didn’t want a conservative approach. I wanted a dramatic change. My number one concern was the width of my nostrils. The shit looks the exact same. I’d share an image of my nose currently but it looks triple its size. According to him he worked on my nostrils, refined the tip, and shaved my bone. He used a rib graft from my own body so not only is my face in pain but a good portion of my skin was harvested to give me this nose.
I’m upset. More than upset. This has been the #1 thing on my mind for decades and this is how it turns out? Idfk. Past couple nights only way I’ve been able to fall asleep is the thought of ending it all. If I can’t ever have a NORMAL fucking nose, what’s the point? Truly what is the fucking point? I never feel excited for anything. I know better to not have any expectations. But fuck me. I had a 0.000005% or an expectation and even then I was let down?
I’m upset. More than upset. This has been the #1 thing on my mind for decades and this is how it turns out? Idfk. Past couple nights only way I’ve been able to fall asleep is the thought of ending it all. If I can’t ever have a NORMAL fucking nose, what’s the point? Truly what is the fucking point? I never feel excited for anything. I know better to not have any expectations. But fuck me. I had a 0.000005% or an expectation and even then I was let down?