I can see my floor now! I need to throw my clothes in the laundry and put away the clean ones, and then all that's left to do is clean my desk and then I'll go to the store and get myself something nice as a reward.
I woke up feeling extremely emotional today. I feel so soft and sensitive. I love the person I have become but I can't stop thinking of who I used to be. I used to be so innocent and chipper and precious, people loved me. and that's not something I can fully be again. I can't imagine what my parents or old friends or old teachers would think if they saw who I'd truly become. I feel good on the outside but I know people can see how much I rot in my room and neglect myself and avoid responsibilites. that's not even scratching the surface. I hope I'll find some freedom in college. I want to be myself and be loved.
I woke up feeling extremely emotional today. I feel so soft and sensitive. I love the person I have become but I can't stop thinking of who I used to be. I used to be so innocent and chipper and precious, people loved me. and that's not something I can fully be again. I can't imagine what my parents or old friends or old teachers would think if they saw who I'd truly become. I feel good on the outside but I know people can see how much I rot in my room and neglect myself and avoid responsibilites. that's not even scratching the surface. I hope I'll find some freedom in college. I want to be myself and be loved.