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First story post on .com after I was banned on .org for logging into my old banned acc from 2023 JFL 
I would say that I am slightly above average in looks and height in my area, white, 5'10, and mtn.
This is pretty much average in some european countries, my height might even be BELOW average in those countries, but nevertheless, still at least above average here in america, especially considering that I am 17 and people my age or below my age aren't done "growing" yet. Anyways, you get the point, I am not bad looking but am not crazy good looking.
I think 4 days ago though I had the most blackpilling experience of my life
I was at an ice skating rink with a school organization, kinda like a "field trip". Keep in mind I don't rlly know many people who I'm going to the rink with, I don't have any close friends in this school org and quite frankly just wanted to go because I needed the points for credit, and also because its usually somewhat fun to go to the events. I knew this one arab/mexican HMTB though who I thought I could probably talk to and like teach her how to ice skate or smth like that. I wasn't rlly thinking abt that for any of the time that day before I got to the rink, I kinda just had that thought before I signed up for it, like yeah maybe I can meet new girls there or whatever and remembered there is some pretty good looking women in the org I know and thought of her.
We get to the rink and I get my skates, I already know how to skate somewhat and most of these mexican chuds, whom comprise most of the citys population and also overall people at the rink at the time, do not know how to skate. I am basically going around the rink with clean motion, whilst they are clinging to the rink walls, I highkey thought I was him, people were asking me and the other staff HOW to skate which is kinda funny, keep in mind I never played for a hockey team or anything I just go up to the mountains in my state sometimes with my family and we ice skate SOMETIMES. I am not good at ice skating but I know how to. I could yap more but you get the point, I had a bit of a social advantage which makes this whole story even more brutal.
Basically this girl I was talking abt before I see and Ig I had low inhib because I just PUSHED her into the wall when she was gonna stop, It was kinda funny if I was sub 5 I wouldve gotten kicked out of the rink but she was like "whyd you do that go away [my name]" in a joking voice and I was like "chill" we said a little more words but Ive yapped too much already. Anyways a few mins later she lightly surprise pushes me from behind and I have the idea in my head that she probably likes me. A minute later I see her (trying, her form sucks and I saw her fall while I was watching her for a mere 10 seconds" skating w another guy
(not holding hands) and am thinking in my head like "thats interesting", I dont see his face but he is definitely taller than me. I got off the rink and switched sizes of skates bc they were too big for me and as im doing that she pushes me (not on rink on the gyms which has the rinks floor) from behind again and I push her back. Atp I genuinely thought she didn't like me so I just go on get my skates go back to the rink and I even met someone who was from canada of all places who worked there and we were playing a mini game of hockey in the middle for a little.
It kinda got boring so we stopped but after that I went back to the main part of rink where everyone is going in circles and or standing by the wall. I see the girl again and she tries to push me so I just grab her arm and she doesnt resist bc we both realize she could just fall over and would take me down w her if she made lots of movement. Anyways we converse and talk in a jokingly tone she is sayingf like why did you do that etc I honestly forgot but I just move my hand to her wrist and I am telling her that she doesn't know how to skate sarcastically wtv we go on for like 4 mins atp its just flirting I learn a little abt her and she actually has okay skating technique, which is like 90% better than everyone else in the rink, and then her friend group (Which consists of mexican guys btw JFL) calls her over and she had to go, so I exit the rink at 1 of the 2 dugouts (idk if thats whats what you call them in hockey but it looks like a baseball dugout) and am on my phone just bored asf snapping people.
Eventually I go back to the rink and what do I see, this girl with the same mexican guy from earlier and I actually see his face lol, this guy is genuinely solid HTN and also height mogs me, and from what I see she is literally TEACHING bro how to skate with the methods I told her abt, literal ropefuel, there was only like an hr left to be in the rink before our bus goes back to the school, so I just try and find the guy I was playing hockey w before and I find him, and we play hockey again for a while. I wanted to take a break and get food from the snack shack, so Im skating out of the rink and I see her w the guy and I keep going and then the ONE time I fucking fall is RIGHT in front of her and the guy, genuinely fucking ropefuel im killing myself, it was so embarassing that I lost all my appetite. I walked out of the rink and never went back and just stayed on my phone playing clash royale for the last 45 or so minutes of the trip. I also saw her and the guy like taking cute photos in the door which was closed (its basically a mirror at that point ykwim so they used it as one) and then we left back to the highschool on the bus.
The guy also left seperately bc he wasn't on the bus w us, I was kinda thinking in my head that she already knew him but NOPE.
She literally met him and within 2 hrs let him hold her waist kissed her took photos w him the stuff you do when you really like someone yk
Most brutal BP I've ever experienced firsthand since before I hit puberty, I genuinely didn't know what to do bro fuck my life
I would say that I am slightly above average in looks and height in my area, white, 5'10, and mtn.
This is pretty much average in some european countries, my height might even be BELOW average in those countries, but nevertheless, still at least above average here in america, especially considering that I am 17 and people my age or below my age aren't done "growing" yet. Anyways, you get the point, I am not bad looking but am not crazy good looking.
I think 4 days ago though I had the most blackpilling experience of my life
I was at an ice skating rink with a school organization, kinda like a "field trip". Keep in mind I don't rlly know many people who I'm going to the rink with, I don't have any close friends in this school org and quite frankly just wanted to go because I needed the points for credit, and also because its usually somewhat fun to go to the events. I knew this one arab/mexican HMTB though who I thought I could probably talk to and like teach her how to ice skate or smth like that. I wasn't rlly thinking abt that for any of the time that day before I got to the rink, I kinda just had that thought before I signed up for it, like yeah maybe I can meet new girls there or whatever and remembered there is some pretty good looking women in the org I know and thought of her.
We get to the rink and I get my skates, I already know how to skate somewhat and most of these mexican chuds, whom comprise most of the citys population and also overall people at the rink at the time, do not know how to skate. I am basically going around the rink with clean motion, whilst they are clinging to the rink walls, I highkey thought I was him, people were asking me and the other staff HOW to skate which is kinda funny, keep in mind I never played for a hockey team or anything I just go up to the mountains in my state sometimes with my family and we ice skate SOMETIMES. I am not good at ice skating but I know how to. I could yap more but you get the point, I had a bit of a social advantage which makes this whole story even more brutal.
Basically this girl I was talking abt before I see and Ig I had low inhib because I just PUSHED her into the wall when she was gonna stop, It was kinda funny if I was sub 5 I wouldve gotten kicked out of the rink but she was like "whyd you do that go away [my name]" in a joking voice and I was like "chill" we said a little more words but Ive yapped too much already. Anyways a few mins later she lightly surprise pushes me from behind and I have the idea in my head that she probably likes me. A minute later I see her (trying, her form sucks and I saw her fall while I was watching her for a mere 10 seconds" skating w another guy
(not holding hands) and am thinking in my head like "thats interesting", I dont see his face but he is definitely taller than me. I got off the rink and switched sizes of skates bc they were too big for me and as im doing that she pushes me (not on rink on the gyms which has the rinks floor) from behind again and I push her back. Atp I genuinely thought she didn't like me so I just go on get my skates go back to the rink and I even met someone who was from canada of all places who worked there and we were playing a mini game of hockey in the middle for a little.It kinda got boring so we stopped but after that I went back to the main part of rink where everyone is going in circles and or standing by the wall. I see the girl again and she tries to push me so I just grab her arm and she doesnt resist bc we both realize she could just fall over and would take me down w her if she made lots of movement. Anyways we converse and talk in a jokingly tone she is sayingf like why did you do that etc I honestly forgot but I just move my hand to her wrist and I am telling her that she doesn't know how to skate sarcastically wtv we go on for like 4 mins atp its just flirting I learn a little abt her and she actually has okay skating technique, which is like 90% better than everyone else in the rink, and then her friend group (Which consists of mexican guys btw JFL) calls her over and she had to go, so I exit the rink at 1 of the 2 dugouts (idk if thats whats what you call them in hockey but it looks like a baseball dugout) and am on my phone just bored asf snapping people.
Eventually I go back to the rink and what do I see, this girl with the same mexican guy from earlier and I actually see his face lol, this guy is genuinely solid HTN and also height mogs me, and from what I see she is literally TEACHING bro how to skate with the methods I told her abt, literal ropefuel, there was only like an hr left to be in the rink before our bus goes back to the school, so I just try and find the guy I was playing hockey w before and I find him, and we play hockey again for a while. I wanted to take a break and get food from the snack shack, so Im skating out of the rink and I see her w the guy and I keep going and then the ONE time I fucking fall is RIGHT in front of her and the guy, genuinely fucking ropefuel im killing myself, it was so embarassing that I lost all my appetite. I walked out of the rink and never went back and just stayed on my phone playing clash royale for the last 45 or so minutes of the trip. I also saw her and the guy like taking cute photos in the door which was closed (its basically a mirror at that point ykwim so they used it as one) and then we left back to the highschool on the bus.
The guy also left seperately bc he wasn't on the bus w us, I was kinda thinking in my head that she already knew him but NOPE.
She literally met him and within 2 hrs let him hold her waist kissed her took photos w him the stuff you do when you really like someone yk
Most brutal BP I've ever experienced firsthand since before I hit puberty, I genuinely didn't know what to do bro fuck my life
