Experience sad but greatful life is so beautiful

[paulyune]

i’ve been there once on a cruise it was super pretty

im glad u liked it!! i would want to go again, ive also been to panama near the beachish area not the city area and OH MY GOD i found the most beautiful black sand beach ever. it looked like pure black glitter and the water was so nice i was in love.

 

[paulyune]

i live near a campus not gonna dox exactly but its a pretty big school

no worries lol stay safe

 

[benny]

im glad u liked it!! i would want to go again, ive also been to panama near the beachish area not the city area and OH MY GOD i found the most beautiful black sand beach ever. it looked like pure black glitter and the water was so nice i was in love.

i’ve never seen black sand irl

 

[paulyune]

i’ve never seen black sand irl

u should totally travel to see it its absolutely gorgeous

 

[Deleted Member 111657]

the beach and good music flooding my serotonin rn

Ok ur still gay

 

[benny]

Ok ur still gay

?

 

[benny]

u should totally travel to see it its absolutely gorgeous

after harmaxx i’ll save for it ngl

 

[Deleted Member 106781]

the beach and good music flooding my serotonin rn

You spelt grateful wrong

 

[Deleted Member 106781]

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Roommate

 

[paulyune]

after harmaxx i’ll save for it ngl

u should see beautiful things throughout your whole lifetime y'know. not just when YOU are considered beautiful. the more u postpone amazing experiences the less chance it will happen. it is your choice though good luck. (processes are the most beautiful part of life)

 

[Deleted Member 111657]

Roommate

You’re my soulmate

 

[benny]

You spelt grateful wrong

oops

 

[paulyune]

its been a long long time is playing on my alexa rn

 

[benny]

u should see beautiful things throughout your whole lifetime y'know. not just when YOU are considered beautiful. the more u postpone amazing experiences the less chance it will happen. it is your choice though good luck. (processes are the most beautiful part of life)

hmm yeah well i alr know im good looking tbh so maybe you’re right

i just feel like i may enjoy it more if i was more confident yk

 

[benny]

its been a long long time is playing on my alexa rn

circles by mac miller on rn

 

[paulyune]

hmm yeah well i alr know im good looking tbh so maybe you’re right

i just feel like i may enjoy it more if i was more confident yk

photo wise probably but i remember when i wasn't as pretty as now thats when i had the most happiest experiences on trips tbh because i focused more on the world around me and not how i looked, no point in thinking about how i looked since nobody i knew there was going to see me ever again unless it was family

 

[benny]

photo wise probably but i remember when i wasn't as pretty as now thats when i had the most happiest experiences on trips tbh because i focused more on the world around me and not how i looked, no point in thinking about how i looked since nobody i knew there was going to see me ever again unless it was family

i don’t think i’ll ever not be able to focus on how i look now tho

 

[paulyune]

i don’t think i’ll ever not be able to focus on how i look now tho

usually when i travel i know ill never see those people again, maybe thats why i don't care as much, but i get what you mean im kind of self absorbed in my looks now too

 

[benny]

usually when i travel i know ill never see those people again, maybe thats why i don't care as much, but i get what you mean im kind of self absorbed in my looks now too

yeah it’s not even a fear of judgement tbh

i just want to be hot

 

[paulyune]

yeah it’s not even a fear of judgement tbh

i just want to be hot

i only fear of judgement because i used to be bullied but i get u too because sometimes i js wanna look hot just to yk look hot....

 

[benny]

i only fear of judgement because i used to be bullied but i get u too because sometimes i js wanna look hot just to yk look hot....

i used to get bullied too lowk but i’m passed it now i think

hot people just seem so happy idk

 

[paulyune]

i used to get bullied too lowk but i’m passed it now i think

hot people just seem so happy idk

hot people are happy because people are more accepting towards them. also theyre not afraid to smile without thinking "shit i must look retarded rn"

 

[paulyune]

i used to get bullied too lowk but i’m passed it now i think

hot people just seem so happy idk

im past the whole experience but it altered the way i think about myself

 

[paulyune]

u dont even look bad tho you are technically considered hot to a lot of people LOL, good luck on hardmaxxing tho

 

[benny]

u dont even look bad tho you are technically considered hot to a lot of people LOL, good luck on hardmaxxing tho

thank you

it’s def a hobby atp to see how far i can go

 

[paulyune]

thank you

it’s def a hobby atp to see how far i can go

LOL im scared to do surgery because i genuinely dont believe any other feature would look good on my face icl

 

[benny]

LOL im scared to do surgery because i genuinely dont believe any other feature would look good on my face icl

i’m getting alar, cheek implants, lip filler on the corners of my mouth and orbital implants + gat graftis

 

[paulyune]

i’m getting alar, cheek implants, lip filler on the corners of my mouth and orbital implants + gat graftis

tuff

 

[paulyune]

i think the only surgery i'd get is a very minor rhino, my nose is quite wide nostril wise and i want to slim it down just a little and make my nose tip less wide too

 

[paulyune]

planning on going to korea for it, and maybe a boob job icl LOL

 

[benny]

i think the only surgery i'd get is a very minor rhino, my nose is quite wide nostril wise and i want to slim it down just a little and make my nose tip less wide too

look into alar it’s cheaper and might align more with your goals tbh

 

[benny]

planning on going to korea for it, and maybe a boob job icl LOL

i might go to korea, but i’ve been talking to cat and he suggested a few surgeons elsewhere

gonna see how his surgery’s with them go first tbh

 

[supremacist]

Life is shit

 

[paulyune]

look into alar it’s cheaper and might align more with your goals tbh

ahh thank u this looks better icl.

 

[benny]

Life is shit

i’m sorry bro i promise it gets better

 

[benny]

ahh thank u this looks better icl.

it’s what most ppl need when they think they need rhino tbh esp men

 

[paulyune]

i might go to korea, but i’ve been talking to cat and he suggested a few surgeons elsewhere

gonna see how his surgery’s with them go first tbh

i like korea mainly because their surgeries are SOOO subtle and since korea is very blackpilled less chance of getting botched tbf they are very experienced

 

[benny]

i like korea mainly because their surgeries are SOOO subtle and since korea is very blackpilled less chance of getting botched tbf they are very experienced

yes and it’s high key cheap asf

 

[paulyune]

it’s what most ppl need when they think they need rhino tbh esp men

im just so nervous ab tweaking my face, esp cause i feel like if i change my nose my lips might not match up since i have pretty big lips icl

 

[paulyune]

yes and it’s high key cheap asf

ik bro actually godsent

 

[benny]

im just so nervous ab tweaking my face, esp cause i feel like if i change my nose my lips might not match up since i have pretty big lips icl

start with fillers first maybe so it’s not permanent and you can get them dissolved? idk i gotta take the risk tbh

 

[paulyune]

start with fillers first maybe so it’s not permanent and you can get them dissolved? idk i gotta take the risk tbh

i plan on not doing fillers because if u dissolve filler the dissolvent they use also gets rid of the natural hyaluronic acid in your face making ur face sag and look sunken, i plan on maybe just doing alar and risking it mainly because i dont wanna look 10x older from filler,

 

[benny]

i plan on not doing fillers because if u dissolve filler the dissolvent they use also gets rid of the natural hyaluronic acid in your face making ur face sag and look sunken, i plan on maybe just doing alar and risking it mainly because i dont wanna look 10x older from filler,

completely understandable

 

[paulyune]

i do plan on getting jaw botox tbf, and i want a liposuction or brachioplasty

 

[paulyune]

i am not fat but i want my arms and legs to look as slim as i can get

 

[benny]

i do plan on getting jaw botox tbf, and i want a liposuction or brachioplasty

i haven’t done enough research on lower third procedures because my jaw is genetically really good, i’m going have to look at jaw botox

fatt loss is rough i haven’t eaten in 36 hours

 

[paulyune]

i haven’t done enough research on lower third procedures because my jaw is genetically really good, i’m going have to look at jaw botox

fatt loss is rough i haven’t eaten in 36 hours

if u want ur jaw to look bigger get filler or implants but i want it to make my jaw look more vlined (my jaw is pretty normal already i just want to tweak it a little to make my jawline more visible)

 

[paulyune]

i haven’t done enough research on lower third procedures because my jaw is genetically really good, i’m going have to look at jaw botox

fatt loss is rough i haven’t eaten in 36 hours

i do small fasting diets to maintain and slim myself down, i dont eat much anyways unless im going out or on vacation so its fine. i also do intuition eating

 

[houcine]

you know its over when people start romanticizing misery
hold strong king

 

[benny]

i do small fasting diets to maintain and slim myself down, i dont eat much anyways unless im going out or on vacation so its fine. i also do intuition eating

i’m pretty thin when i intuition eat but not thin enough tho