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[Evilemofoid]

all that I know and the ache to learn and see more and make more tears at me so bad that it feels like I have to kill myself or something will get me most days
but maybe my true path is to live a life of dopamine and information chasing and become an all powerful rotted being of understanding and aching

maybe im just cursed to pursuit meaningless nothings like a jester for the gods

 

[Evilemofoid]

sorry
didnt make clear point
if the yearn drives you to the edge you have to swallow it whole and become it like a high t n****r

 

[kissmyaxe]

 

[isntnotrepellent]

all that I know and the ache to learn and see more and make more tears at me so bad that it feels like I have to kill myself or something will get me most days
but maybe my true path is to live a life of dopamine and information chasing and become an all powerful rotted being of understanding and aching

maybe im just cursed to pursuit meaningless nothings like a jester for the gods

No punctuation

 

[isntnotrepellent]

all that I know and the ache to learn and see more and make more tears at me so bad that it feels like I have to kill myself or something will get me most days
but maybe my true path is to live a life of dopamine and information chasing and become an all powerful rotted being of understanding and aching

maybe im just cursed to pursuit meaningless nothings like a jester for the gods

Holy vent

 

[Evilemofoid]

Holy vent

I wouldnt take it as such
I feel alot of users on here would struggle with same
alot of smart people here tch tch tch

 

[isntnotrepellent]

all that I know and the ache to learn and see more and make more tears at me so bad that it feels like I have to kill myself or something will get me most days
but maybe my true path is to live a life of dopamine and information chasing and become an all powerful rotted being of understanding and aching

maybe im just cursed to pursuit meaningless nothings like a jester for the gods

Gaining information won’t fill a void unless it’s just me