For context I live in Italy there's this thing where you can study In a different country right and you have 2 be good in English ( and french) to go and stuff I've always been very good at English and half good at french so I constantly keep getting asked by different teachers etc if I wanted to do this thing and I should do it in the earlier years , okay we did tests we did interviews guess what even after everything I didn't get picked the rich kid who couldn't even pronounce a word in English or french got picked and they did the interview with a different teacher than the one me and some other people spoke to guess what they're that teacher's favourite student I'm not surprised but god bro I went to this school JUST FOR THIS I did everything perfectly I did everything I was supposed to do except maybe their behaviour is better than mine since they get along with everyone and joke in class with teachers 


not the full thing but god dude this is so annoying I hate this I could've done way better and gotten picked but honestly it is very expensive so maybe it's better that I didn't get picked at all? I feel kinda like a pussy I've cried over it 1 hour ago I'm good now tho anyway enjoy this ramble I kinda have no one to complain this to about fully,