Whenever I am at school or I'm just outside in general I experience weird derealization
. I think it has been happening for about a month or so?
I don't really know what causes it but I genuinely enter such a weird and hard to explain mindset whenever I'm outside, and to be fair I can't really say that I don't like it as it is pretty comfortable to just kinda be in your own bubble for a while but I can see that such a behavior is not really the healthiest one
Whenever I'm outside everything feels so unreal to me, I have no idea why that is. Maybe it's the music that I'm listening to that's causing it but that can't be quite right as I have been listening to music repeatedly pretty much everyday for the past few years and it never made me feel like that.
I've been starting to think that maybe it's the forum and the lack of socialization that's making me feel this way, apart from my mom I barely talk to anyone else so I've grown to kinda separate myself mentally from other people (as corny as it sounds) I don't really even feel the need to make new friends or social connections as it all feels kinda meaningless to me.
Every interesting conversation that I could have with someone else I could just as well have with myself. I know that this mindset is probably very toxic but im too lazy and socially awkward to change.
. I think it has been happening for about a month or so?I don't really know what causes it but I genuinely enter such a weird and hard to explain mindset whenever I'm outside, and to be fair I can't really say that I don't like it as it is pretty comfortable to just kinda be in your own bubble for a while but I can see that such a behavior is not really the healthiest one
Whenever I'm outside everything feels so unreal to me, I have no idea why that is. Maybe it's the music that I'm listening to that's causing it but that can't be quite right as I have been listening to music repeatedly pretty much everyday for the past few years and it never made me feel like that.
I've been starting to think that maybe it's the forum and the lack of socialization that's making me feel this way, apart from my mom I barely talk to anyone else so I've grown to kinda separate myself mentally from other people (as corny as it sounds) I don't really even feel the need to make new friends or social connections as it all feels kinda meaningless to me.
Every interesting conversation that I could have with someone else I could just as well have with myself. I know that this mindset is probably very toxic but im too lazy and socially awkward to change.
