Flxmev1per
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I used to always hate myself specifically started when my dad’s died (9yo) i was socially awkward and a weird kid ppl avoided even tho i was too friendly and innocent but ppl just didn’t like me my social anxiety and awkwardness grew with time when i was 12 yo i saw ppl getting in relationships but i was getting avoided i felt pathetic then i realised it was all abt looks since then i hated how i look in every aspect the worst is i was a failure too and still to this day (16yo)the hate grows stronger day by day and i never feel free im attached to self hatred even tho my looks changed and got w lot of relationships but i keep isolating myself every time i need real help please