Serious Should I head back home

[Mandy?]

I’ve been gone for just a few days,thinking,thinking and I could stay out longer without an issue. I can’t figure out a solution to my whole life,should I return back to misery? Accept that I can’t change anything brah?

 

[Jeezy]

I’ve been gone for just a few days,thinking,thinking and I could stay out longer without an issue. I can’t figure out a solution to my whole life,should I return back to misery? Accept that I can’t change anything brah?
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Bro check DMS

 

[rovea]

I’ve been gone for just a few days,thinking,thinking and I could stay out longer without an issue. I can’t figure out a solution to my whole life,should I return back to misery? Accept that I can’t change anything brah?
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Go home bud

 

[over0]

You can change things, just now might not be the time

Maybe you need a more solid plan

 

[jkcwakcjw]

I’ve been gone for just a few days,thinking,thinking and I could stay out longer without an issue. I can’t figure out a solution to my whole life,should I return back to misery? Accept that I can’t change anything brah?
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wait this is actually so cool
r u like an ascetic nomad?

 

[Mandy?]

Bro check DMS

Bro I got deeper shit going on than your discord server

 

[Jeezy]

Bro I got deeper shit going on than your discord server

We need your testimony

 

[Mandy?]

You can change things, just now might not be the time

Maybe you need a more solid plan

I’ve been thinking,I couldn’t think of one thing honestly and that bothers me, I could stay longer outside but I’m at s point where I can’t figure shit out and rather continue living like this.

 

[Mandy?]

wait this is actually so cool
r u like an ascetic nomad?

Elaborate man

 

[jkcwakcjw]

Elaborate man

what have u learned on ur journey

 

[Mandy?]

what have u learned on ur journey

That my situation is homeless and I have nothing else to do except isolation

 

[Mona🌹]

Honestly depends, because you have 2 euros and also depends if you live alone or not tbh cause if not your mom might tweak and burn down the attic, but at the same time if you were to come back i doubt that things would change a lot

 

[over0]

Honestly depends, because you have 2 euros and also depends if you live alone or not tbh cause if not your mom might tweak and burn down the attic, but at the same time if you were to come back i doubt that things would change a lot

Mf being homeless just isn't sustainable or the best option unless ur in physical danger

 

[Mona🌹]

Mf being homeless just isn't sustainable or the best option unless ur in physical danger

You’re right

 

[Ghoultune]

Why’d yiu leave

 

[TonyDr]

I’ve been gone for just a few days,thinking,thinking and I could stay out longer without an issue. I can’t figure out a solution to my whole life,should I return back to misery? Accept that I can’t change anything brah?
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You need a far more solid plan than going homeless

 

[Mandy?]

Why’d yiu leave

Well in short,in the last 3 months my entire life went to shit,socially,home situation worse,mentally. I went out and walked,walked and walked like I wanted to just to figure out what the fuck I should do. I also run from the smallest things,with “run” not always meaning from home but this ain’t small.

 

[Mona🌹]

Well in short,in the last 3 months my entire life went to shit,socially,home situation worse,mentally. I went out and walked,walked and walked like I wanted to just to figure out what the fuck I should do. I also run from the smallest things,with “run” not always meaning from home but this ain’t small.

I hope it gets better vruh

 

[Mandy?]

I hope it gets better vruh

It won’t

 

[Mona🌹]

It won’t

Im sorry twin

Remember you lowkey tuff twin i fw you

its never over twin

 

[Mandy?]

Im sorry twin

Remember you lowkey tuff twin i fw you

its never over twin

It’s not like I never believe that shit will be better,just not in a few months or a few years. I think just the older I got the worse I got,because you have to imagine I’m not trying to be edgy but I’m a very selfish person yet I see the mistakes that I’ve made. Generally me,I just believe slowly as like everything around me got progressively worse and worse ever since I was like 13-14 and even before I generally became bad and worse. Because you have to believe,I don’t like sharing my shit online or especially on this useless forum but I genuinely never had good dad and I mean not good in any aspect and I won’t classify why but the worse he got the worse I got dragged into his shit basically that shit fucking affected me hard just like it did to him. I take one look at his face and I’m genuinely disgusted and it’s like you stare at misery itself. Don’t get me started with my mom,in short she loves me but she’s extremely borderline. I don’t wanna fucking say no more brah except the fact that the last 3 months felt like 3 years of a worsening environment sped up,especially how I feel also I’m unironically scared of people and the issues of always being a sort of replacement to other people. I just have nothing to fucking say after all this thought there’s nothing I can possibly fix. I wish I could teleport in the complete opposite side of earth or something I feel like thats the only solution but yeah,I never will give up but I accept that for the next months or years there’s nothing I can do.

 

[Mona🌹]

It’s not like I never believe that shit will be better,just not in a few months or a few years. I think just the older I got the worse I got,because you have to imagine I’m not trying to be edgy but I’m a very selfish person yet I see the mistakes that I’ve made. Generally me,I just believe slowly as like everything around me got progressively worse and worse ever since I was like 13-14 and even before I generally became bad and worse. Because you have to believe,I don’t like sharing my shit online or especially on this useless forum but I genuinely never had good dad and I mean not good in any aspect and I won’t classify why but the worse he got the worse I got dragged into his shit basically that shit fucking affected me hard just like it did to him. I take one look at his face and I’m genuinely disgusted and it’s like you stare at misery itself. Don’t get me started with my mom,in short she loves me but she’s extremely borderline. I don’t wanna fucking say no more brah except the fact that the last 3 months felt like 3 years of a worsening environment sped up,especially how I feel also I’m unironically scared of people and the issues of always being a sort of replacement to other people. I just have nothing to fucking say after all this thought there’s nothing I can possibly fix. I wish I could teleport in the complete opposite side of earth or something I feel like thats the only solution but yeah,I never will give up but I accept that for the next months or years there’s nothing I can do.

Wait i swear im reading but im friggin dyslexic wait a sec sorry

 

[Mandy?]

It’s not like I never believe that shit will be better,just not in a few months or a few years. I think just the older I got the worse I got,because you have to imagine I’m not trying to be edgy but I’m a very selfish person yet I see the mistakes that I’ve made. Generally me,I just believe slowly as like everything around me got progressively worse and worse ever since I was like 13-14 and even before I generally became bad and worse. Because you have to believe,I don’t like sharing my shit online or especially on this useless forum but I genuinely never had good dad and I mean not good in any aspect and I won’t classify why but the worse he got the worse I got dragged into his shit basically that shit fucking affected me hard just like it did to him. I take one look at his face and I’m genuinely disgusted and it’s like you stare at misery itself. Don’t get me started with my mom,in short she loves me but she’s extremely borderline. I don’t wanna fucking say no more brah except the fact that the last 3 months felt like 3 years of a worsening environment sped up,especially how I feel also I’m unironically scared of people and the issues of always being a sort of replacement to other people. I just have nothing to fucking say after all this thought there’s nothing I can possibly fix. I wish I could teleport in the complete opposite side of earth or something I feel like thats the only solution but yeah,I never will give up but I accept that for the next months or years there’s nothing I can do.

I appreciate the worry from many people here such as ADAM especially during this time,even though money was never my issue I just needed a fucking solution whatever. Also thank @over0 for trying to give me advice even though I tried it all. Thank you to @Jess , @Tumor , @TonyDr , @monaa for giving a small shit about my updates. Thanks you @milkjar for not keeping me bored. Generally just thanks to most people I guess who even had a small worry but I guess yeah,nothing I can do. I’m fucking heading home.

 

[Mona🌹]

It’s not like I never believe that shit will be better,just not in a few months or a few years. I think just the older I got the worse I got,because you have to imagine I’m not trying to be edgy but I’m a very selfish person yet I see the mistakes that I’ve made. Generally me,I just believe slowly as like everything around me got progressively worse and worse ever since I was like 13-14 and even before I generally became bad and worse. Because you have to believe,I don’t like sharing my shit online or especially on this useless forum but I genuinely never had good dad and I mean not good in any aspect and I won’t classify why but the worse he got the worse I got dragged into his shit basically that shit fucking affected me hard just like it did to him. I take one look at his face and I’m genuinely disgusted and it’s like you stare at misery itself. Don’t get me started with my mom,in short she loves me but she’s extremely borderline. I don’t wanna fucking say no more brah except the fact that the last 3 months felt like 3 years of a worsening environment sped up,especially how I feel also I’m unironically scared of people and the issues of always being a sort of replacement to other people. I just have nothing to fucking say after all this thought there’s nothing I can possibly fix. I wish I could teleport in the complete opposite side of earth or something I feel like thats the only solution but yeah,I never will give up but I accept that for the next months or years there’s nothing I can do.

okay i read it now so im sorry this happened to you twin it isnt you fault and stuff, its not like your job to fix everything, but i understand why you’d want that, and now that you mention everything i understand the whole plot better now and its def not easy to go thru all that shit and i lowkey relate to some of this since my mom has been friggin schizo for like 5 years atp
Its ok my dad will adopt you im proud of you twin

 

[Tumor]

I appreciate the worry from many people here such as ADAM especially during this time,even though money was never my issue I just needed a fucking solution whatever. Also thank @over0 for trying to give me advice even though I tried it all. Thank you to @Jess , @Tumor , @TonyDr , @monaa for giving a small shit about my updates. Thanks you @milkjar for not keeping me bored. Generally just thanks to most people I guess who even had a small worry but I guess yeah,nothing I can do. I’m fucking heading home.

 

[Mona🌹]

I appreciate the worry from many people here such as ADAM especially during this time,even though money was never my issue I just needed a fucking solution whatever. Also thank @over0 for trying to give me advice even though I tried it all. Thank you to @Jess , @Tumor , @TonyDr , @monaa for giving a small shit about my updates. Thanks you @milkjar for not keeping me bored. Generally just thanks to most people I guess who even had a small worry but I guess yeah,nothing I can do. I’m fucking heading home.

Dont thank me twin im just trying to be nicer