sigh

[ameliaisbasd]

ive dug myself into a deeper hole then ever i think
decided to continue arguing philosophy with my kinda ex and i realised its nothing worth trying for
i am an avid avid misanthrope, nihilus, and enviromentalist, i beleive humans have no purpose and we simply bide our time and wait to die, and that only nature serves a real natural purpose
and he thinks we can create our own purpose with manmade things
i dont think i have to say much more than that
anyway ive rabbit holed and dug myself back into philosophical psychosis and i feel doomed eternally
ill never find someone who shares my views and that yet again proves my views on most things ending sharply pointless
im gonna sit on my roof and chainsmoke
maybe i just need to rope already
i start philosophy class with him next semester (2 months)
im an atheist but please god pray for me, the hole shall only prevail deeper

 

[rumination]

nihilus

 

[snow]

ive dug myself into a deeper hole then ever i think
decided to continue arguing philosophy with my kinda ex and i realised its nothing worth trying for
i am an avid avid misanthrope, nihilus, and enviromentalist, i beleive humans have no purpose and we simply bide our time and wait to die, and that only nature serves a real natural purpose
and he thinks we can create our own purpose with manmade things
i dont think i have to say much more than that
anyway ive rabbit holed and dug myself back into philosophical psychosis and i feel doomed eternally
ill never find someone who shares my views and that yet again proves my views on most things ending sharply pointless
im gonna sit on my roof and chainsmoke
maybe i just need to rope already
i start philosophy class with him next semester (2 months)
im an atheist but please god pray for me, the hole shall only prevail deeper

Trying to understand our purpose is a trap. We’ll never truly know so best not to dwell on it. But I did too when I was younger so I get it

 

[ameliaisbasd]

Trying to understand our purpose is a trap. We’ll never truly know so best not to dwell on it. But I did too when I was younger so I get it

I was origonally fine with not having a purpose until i realised itll doom me to eternal loniless and being misunderstood

 

[snow]

I was origonally fine with not having a purpose until i realised itll doom me to eternal loniless and being misunderstood

Maybe you can create ur own purpose

 

[ameliaisbasd]

Maybe you can create ur own purpose

Thats manmade and fake
Its insulting to things with a real purpose
People who seek out a fake purpose to fulfill something are selfish simple beings

 

[perc40]

Thats manmade and fake
Its insulting to things with a real purpose
People who seek out a fake purpose to fulfill something are selfish simple beings

what do you consider to have a real purpose

 

[ameliaisbasd]

what do you consider to have a real purpose

well nature has a self fulfilling purpose
its as simple as, flowers are for pollen, pollen is for bees
humans were put on this earth with no real meaning, we are lowest tier polution already, and yet we pillage the beautiful things given to us to selfishly fulfill our own greed for more, a meaning we know deep down we dont have

 

[perc40]

well nature has a self fulfilling purpose
its as simple as, flowers are for pollen, pollen is for bees
humans were put on this earth with no real meaning, we are lowest tier polution already, and yet we pillage the beautiful things given to us to selfishly fulfill our own greed for more, a meaning we know deep down we dont have

our meaning in nature atleast is to be happy and healthy
thats it
but now things are so complicated

 

[ameliaisbasd]

our meaning in nature atleast is to be happy and healthy
thats it
but now things are so complicated

being happy and healthy isnt a meaning
pushing ourself towards happiness is only another means of distracting ourself until IT happens

 

[perc40]

being happy and healthy isnt a meaning
pushing ourself towards happiness is only another means of distracting ourself until IT happens

whatever son just read some nietzsche ubermensch maxx yo