Song tongue tied is making me depressed

[Drownedwithluv]

Low mood
Palms have this weird
On the verge of tears

Knowing I'll never experience any of the experiences in the song's lyrics

Lol

 

[Drownedwithluv]

"Slumber party, pillow fight"
"My eyes on your eyes"

Holy suicide fuel

 

[ratedLTN2]

i'll listen to it now

 

[TonyDr]

"Slumber party, pillow fight"
"My eyes on your eyes"

Holy suicide fuel

I've done that when i was younger

 

[Drownedwithluv]

I've done that when i was younger

Thanks Tony

 

[TonyDr]

Thanks Tony

It was boring after the 2nd time, you miss nothing plus i barely hurt a girl during a pillow fight she cried

 

[Drownedwithluv]

It was boring after the 2nd time, you miss nothing plus i barely hurt a girl during a pillow fight she cried

Holy fuck Tony I'm this close

This close to the day ending with a noose around my neck

Care to add anything?

Maybe a story on how you were cuddling with a girl but it was a little too humid so I actually wouldn't like it?

 

[TonyDr]

Maybe a story on how you were cuddling with a girl but it was a little too humid so I actually wouldn't like it?

Tf i've just read

This close to the day ending with a noose around my cock

I recommend a vacuum cup but who am i seriously

 

[TonyDr]

Holy fuck Tony I'm this close

This close to the day ending with a noose around my neck

Care to add anything?

Maybe a story on how you were cuddling with a girl but it was a little too humid so I actually wouldn't like it?

JFL at this dude rejecting girls btw, suffering from success

 

[Drownedwithluv]

JFL at this dude rejecting girls btw, suffering from succes

I wanted to get with them but my mental illness

Don't be mistaken, I messed up. I am not dateless by choice.

 

[TonyDr]

JFL at this dude rejecting girls btw, suffering from success

my bad i was talking to myself

 

[TonyDr]

I wanted to get with them but my mental illness

Don't be mistaken, I messed up. I am not dateless by choice.

I know, you mog me anyways

 

[Drownedwithluv]

I know, you mog me anyways

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

I LOVED YOU THEN AND I LOVED YOU NOW

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

TAKE ME TO UR BESTFRIENDS HOUSE MARMALDE WERE MAKING OUT

 

[Drownedwithluv]

I LOVED YOU THEN AND I LOVED YOU NOW

Literally no one loves me btw, not an exaggeration

Holy fuck these lyrics are brutal, falling in love, going to parties etc.

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

now im depressed too thanks n9

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

Literally no one loves me btw, not an exaggeration

Holy fuck these lyrics are brutal, falling in love, going to parties etc.

do u accept love in ur life?

 

[Drownedwithluv]

do u accept love in ur life?

Yeah, obviously

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

Yeah, obviously

liar u told me some girl called u n confessed to u n u rejected her

 

[TonyDr]

falling in love, going to parties etc.

You didn't have that in your country or NT problems ?

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

Yeah, obviously

Love is discomfort so you’re gonna have to learn to communicate and talk to people, so no you’re not allowing love into your life
You have to stop protecting ur peace / ego and allow the potential of being hurt into ur life cuz it’ll be a good learning experience anyways

 

[Drownedwithluv]

liar u told me some girl called u n confessed to u n u rejected her

I didn't "reject" her btw

I got social paranoia and insulted her over the phone, and literally threatened her to never call my number again

And now every Tuesday mornings, I get sneers from everyone in my lecture hall like I'm some freak

You didn't have that in your country or NT problems ?

NT problems

I'm just gonna give up, I'm too rotten genuinely

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

I didn't "reject" her btw

I got social paranoia and insulted her over the phone, and literally threatened her to never call my number again

And now every Tuesday mornings, I get sneers from everyone in my lecture hall like I'm some freak


NT problems

I'm just gonna give up, I'm too rotten genuinely

What made you react that way? You don’t think you’re worthy of love?

 

[TonyDr]

NT problems

I'm just gonna give up, I'm too rotten genuinely

That's so sad bro... idk what to say except going to intense therapy, because i didn't believe drugs/medications

 

[Drownedwithluv]

What made you react that way? You don’t think you’re worthy of love?

I just don't trust people in general

And of course, social paranoia

I don't think anyone is worthy of "love"

 

[Drownedwithluv]

That's so sad bro... idk what to say except going to intense therapy, because i didn't believe drugs/medications

Neurologist prescribed me tricyclic anti depressants depressants along with lexapro and fludan

Made me suicidal and bloated + the anhedonia was INSANE

I felt dead.

Never again, stopped immediately.

 

[ratedLTN2]

how can you complain about loneliness when you rejected a girl, cuz i would NEVER do that

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

I just don't trust people in general

And of course, social paranoia

I don't think anyone is worthy of "love"

Why is that? Do you have anyone in your life that u hold dear to ur heart? Like a friend sibling cousin wtv even animals do u think they’re worthy of love? What do u define love as? Kindness? Do you think people deserve kindness?

 

[Drownedwithluv]

how can you complain about loneliness when you rejected a girl, cuz i would NEVER do that

I didn't "reject" her btw

I got social paranoia and insulted her over the phone, and literally threatened her to never call my number again

And now every Tuesday mornings, I get sneers from everyone in my lecture hall like I'm some freak

.

I'm also probably the most isolated person here ITT btw?

I pnly have class every Tuesday, I'm outcasted and talked badly about there.

I go home and my Bipolar mother tells me to kill myself once per every 2 days when she gets bitchy

Dad is nowhere to be seen

Outside of the internet, ZERO actual human connections

Holy fuck.

 

[ratedLTN2]

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I'm also probably the most isolated person here ITT btw?

I pnly have class every Tuesday, I'm outlasted and talked badly about there.

I go home and my Bipolar mother tells me to kill myself once per every 2 days when she gets bitchy

Dad is nowhere to be seen

Outside of the internet, ZERO actual human connections

Holy fuck.

kinda making me feel bad damn

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

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I'm also probably the most isolated person here ITT btw?

I pnly have class every Tuesday, I'm outlasted and talked badly about there.

I go home and my Bipolar mother tells me to kill myself once per every 2 days when she gets bitchy

Dad is nowhere to be seen

Outside of the internet, ZERO actual human connections

Holy fuck.

Are you okay with this life? If not why continue u with the same routine?

 

[Drownedwithluv]

kinda making me feel bad damn

Don't be, it's not some vent post

This is just my normal life and I'm accustomed to it, I wasn't weeping whilst writing this nor feeling any strong emotions

Just wanted to make it clear that when I mean zero love in my life, I mean legit not even from any family or friends.

Just zero. Plain and simple as is.

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

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I'm also probably the most isolated person here ITT btw?

I pnly have class every Tuesday, I'm outlasted and talked badly about there.

I go home and my Bipolar mother tells me to kill myself once per every 2 days when she gets bitchy

Dad is nowhere to be seen

Outside of the internet, ZERO actual human connections

Holy fuck.

Don’t u go tennis with ur friends ?

 

[TonyDr]

kinda making me feel bad damn

me too

 

[Drownedwithluv]

Are you okay with this life? If not why continue u with the same routine?

This life is like my baseline of satisfaction

I just wait till I go to a new university and see if I can make a friend.

I might be okay with being alone into adulthood but it's not what I think is "ideal:

 

[ratedLTN2]

Don't be, it's not some vent post

This is just my normal life and I'm accustomed to it, I wasn't weeping whilst writing this nor feeling any strong emotions

Just wanted to make it clear that when I mean zero love in my life, I mean legit not even from any family or friends.

Just zero. Plain and simple as is.

you could start by apologising to the girl. Genuinely. Might improve your situation with ur classmates.

 

[Drownedwithluv]

Don’t u go tennis with ur friends ?

Badminton

And I am invited but I don't go

I don't get the fun of playing badminton at all, I don't like sweaty activities neither

+ some people who are going, I have previously acted in a not so nice manner to before

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

you could start by apologising to the girl. Genuinely. Might improve your situation with ur classmates.

take that first step into changing ur life and explain to her and apologize you might not gain her as a gf but as a friend and even then if it doesn’t work out atleast you took that first initiative towards what u think is an ideal life

 

[Drownedwithluv]

take that first step into changing ur life and explain to her and apologize you might not gain her as a gf but as a friend and even then if it doesn’t work out atleast you took that first initiative towards what u think is an ideal life

Eh, doubt it'll change anything but I do owe her an apology

I'll do it tommorow

 

[ratedLTN2]

Eh, doubt it'll change anything but I do owe her an apology

I'll do it tommorow

dub

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

Listen to notion by the rare occasions if u like tongue tied

 

[Drownedwithluv]

Listen to notion by the rare occasions if u like tongue tied

I have, doesn't have the same feel to it for me

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

Badminton

And I am invited but I don't go

I don't get the fun of playing badminton at all, I don't like sweaty activities neither

+ some people who are going, I have previously acted in a not so nice manner to before

A man that doesn’t like to get sweaty? Crazyyyy

 

[Drownedwithluv]

A man that doesn’t like to get sweaty? Crazyyyy

Yeah I'm an indoors person only

I hate sports and I hate the sun