wishicouldascend
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(NOT RECOMMENDING / ENCOURAGING) but it, I think helped my mind a ton
, don't think I abuse it super much, at least very badly anyway so that's prolly why, before it I was really about to rope, still don't enjoy life, really helped when I got prescribed Vyvanse for ADHD, mother and grandma have it so it was no biggie to have it, but the reason I don't abuse it much is unfortunately/maybe luckily I only can get 50mg pills a day which I pretend to swallow but just put in a hopefully well hidden container I got, I save up 250mgs and then take it each 5 days with 2-3 energy drink at around 7:30 since they take like 2 hours to kick in, most happy I've felt in years for real!
I don't recommend it as the doctor even said and wondered why my resting heart was decently bad and even suggested giving a diet plan though I declined lol, its lit though really, gives me something fun asf to look forward to, it feels fire, I take them, wait till they kick in, edge until 7am minimum- to around 9am max, homeschool so no getting ready for school to interrupt it luckily 
and then actually take the 40mg when they give it and stay awake for average atleast 3 days/nights from then instead of sleeping soon as possible. it makes me super debloated too, don't eat for that whole time period and only drink cause my mouth's dry as hell, look way leaner though, don't recommend it, whenever I stand up (doesn't have to be fast) I often fall if not holding on something, and often accidentally get cut on stuff from it, still I do debloat tons though.
like maybe if you've seen that one dude on tiktok that everybody said in his comments he looked better on stims when he was talking about being addicted to them
I don't recommend but it gave me something to look forward to do after giving up on enjoying life anymore, 1 day no sleep right now, when I get to 2.5 I usually see bugs and stuff all around, gave up on longevity imma enjoy random shit for hopefully little while instead of rope, makes me yap with paragraphs while on it too instead of typing only 1-2 sentences like I did before
anybody relate, or even do pretty much same thing too?
tldr I'm less healthy now but it made me look forward a bit and I am leaner now a little, though I lost some muscle, bad heart rate
. already was over now still is but having more fun
shouldnt even reply to it I'll prolly cringe at whatever was wrote when rereading 2-3 days in the future
, don't think I abuse it super much, at least very badly anyway so that's prolly why, before it I was really about to rope, still don't enjoy life, really helped when I got prescribed Vyvanse for ADHD, mother and grandma have it so it was no biggie to have it, but the reason I don't abuse it much is unfortunately/maybe luckily I only can get 50mg pills a day which I pretend to swallow but just put in a hopefully well hidden container I got, I save up 250mgs and then take it each 5 days with 2-3 energy drink at around 7:30 since they take like 2 hours to kick in, most happy I've felt in years for real! I don't recommend it as the doctor even said and wondered why my resting heart was decently bad and even suggested giving a diet plan though I declined lol, its lit though really, gives me something fun asf to look forward to, it feels fire, I take them, wait till they kick in, edge until 7am minimum- to around 9am max, homeschool so no getting ready for school to interrupt it luckily and then actually take the 40mg when they give it and stay awake for average atleast 3 days/nights from then instead of sleeping soon as possible. it makes me super debloated too, don't eat for that whole time period and only drink cause my mouth's dry as hell, look way leaner though, don't recommend it, whenever I stand up (doesn't have to be fast) I often fall if not holding on something, and often accidentally get cut on stuff from it, still I do debloat tons though. like maybe if you've seen that one dude on tiktok that everybody said in his comments he looked better on stims when he was talking about being addicted to them
I don't recommend but it gave me something to look forward to do after giving up on enjoying life anymore, 1 day no sleep right now, when I get to 2.5 I usually see bugs and stuff all around, gave up on longevity imma enjoy random shit for hopefully little while instead of rope, makes me yap with paragraphs while on it too instead of typing only 1-2 sentences like I did before
anybody relate, or even do pretty much same thing too?tldr I'm less healthy now but it made me look forward a bit and I am leaner now a little, though I lost some muscle, bad heart rate
. already was over now still is but having more fun shouldnt even reply to it I'll prolly cringe at whatever was wrote when rereading 2-3 days in the future