subtle femininity

[Deleted Member 110462]

I grew up being close with my dad, and 3 brothers.
I never was taught by my mother how to behave feminine, or what is considered ugly or pretty in female clothing, makeup, etc.

I never had friends, nothing to teach me or guide me on why being feminine in important, since I am a female.
The internet helped guide me, but also misguide me. When I was 11 years old, I sought to be trans.
I desired what boys had and wished I were one, my mom telling me she wished hardly for a boy whilst pregnant was no help.
I outgrew these thoughts 1-2 years later, learning what I never was taught.
Now, being 15, I am starting to buy dresses and use a purse. I am happy to have learned by myself, however, I feel so sorry for those who continued to be disordered by the internet.
girlhood is so dire, for a young girls upcoming.
This might be a reason to why I never had friends.

 

[limo8]

I grew up being close with my dad, and 3 brothers.
I never was taught by my mother how to behave feminine, or what is considered ugly or pretty in female clothing, makeup, etc.

I never had friends, nothing to teach me or guide me on why being feminine in important, since I am a female.
The internet helped guide me, but also misguide me. When I was 11 years old, I sought to be trans.
I desired what boys had and wished I were one, my mom telling me she wished hardly for a boy whilst pregnant was no help.
I outgrew these thoughts 1-2 years later, learning what I never was taught.
Now, being 15, I am starting to buy dresses and use a purse. I am happy to have learned by myself, however, I feel so sorry for those who continued to be disordered by the internet.
girlhood is so dire, for a young girls upcoming.
This might be a reason to why I never had friends.

its doesnt matter who you think you are boy or girl

 

[northka]

I grew up being close with my dad, and 3 brothers.
I never was taught by my mother how to behave feminine, or what is considered ugly or pretty in female clothing, makeup, etc.

I never had friends, nothing to teach me or guide me on why being feminine in important, since I am a female.
The internet helped guide me, but also misguide me. When I was 11 years old, I sought to be trans.
I desired what boys had and wished I were one, my mom telling me she wished hardly for a boy whilst pregnant was no help.
I outgrew these thoughts 1-2 years later, learning what I never was taught.
Now, being 15, I am starting to buy dresses and use a purse. I am happy to have learned by myself, however, I feel so sorry for those who continued to be disordered by the internet.
girlhood is so dire, for a young girls upcoming.
This might be a reason to why I never had friends.

I didnt feel any gender or shi as a kid so I was never provoked to act in a certain manner, and by middle school the social part hit and I realized I didnt know anything about femininity

 

[yyoloo]

I grew up being close with my dad, and 3 brothers.
I never was taught by my mother how to behave feminine, or what is considered ugly or pretty in female clothing, makeup, etc.

I never had friends, nothing to teach me or guide me on why being feminine in important, since I am a female.
The internet helped guide me, but also misguide me. When I was 11 years old, I sought to be trans.
I desired what boys had and wished I were one, my mom telling me she wished hardly for a boy whilst pregnant was no help.
I outgrew these thoughts 1-2 years later, learning what I never was taught.
Now, being 15, I am starting to buy dresses and use a purse. I am happy to have learned by myself, however, I feel so sorry for those who continued to be disordered by the internet.
girlhood is so dire, for a young girls upcoming.
This might be a reason to why I never had friends.

i dont know how to be feminine and i just feel like a guy tbh

 

[Deleted Member 110462]

its doesnt matter who you think you are boy or girl

It does when the people around you are taught certain things by their moms and dads.
Why do you think the you girls wore dresses and begged their moms to wear heels and makeup to school? Its integrated into society, gender is imperative to child level friend-making. Cooties sound familiar?

 

[Deleted Member 110462]

i dont know how to be feminine and i just feel like a guy tbh

I get you

 

[limo8]

It does when the people around you are taught certain things by their moms and dads.
Why do you think the you girls wore dresses and begged their moms to wear heels and makeup to school? Its integrated into society, gender is imperative to child level friend-making. Cooties sound familiar?

not really

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

I grew up being close with my dad, and 3 brothers.
I never was taught by my mother how to behave feminine, or what is considered ugly or pretty in female clothing, makeup, etc.

I never had friends, nothing to teach me or guide me on why being feminine in important, since I am a female.
The internet helped guide me, but also misguide me. When I was 11 years old, I sought to be trans.
I desired what boys had and wished I were one, my mom telling me she wished hardly for a boy whilst pregnant was no help.
I outgrew these thoughts 1-2 years later, learning what I never was taught.
Now, being 15, I am starting to buy dresses and use a purse. I am happy to have learned by myself, however, I feel so sorry for those who continued to be disordered by the internet.
girlhood is so dire, for a young girls upcoming.
This might be a reason to why I never had friends.

I wanna be a girl.

 

[rebbie]

I wanna be a girl.

No you dont n***a

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

No you dont n***a

Yes I want

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

No you dont n***a

I'm talking about the dating market stuff

 

[Тоска́]

well i wanna be a pretty guy, the same way that guy wants to be a pretty girl rather than subhuman or one with low dimo. being one or the other doesn't do shit, there is a quantity of luck, effort and financial factors at play for both when it comes to sucess or fulfillment in life.

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

well i wanna be a pretty guy, the same way that guy wants to be a pretty girl rather than subhuman or one with low dimo. being one or the other doesn't do shit, there is a luck, effort and financial factor coming into play for both.

Ik your r****d

 

[rebbie]

I'm talking about the dating market stuff

so you meant having more smv, cause being a girl comes with more just than that bullshit

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

so you meant having more smv, cause being a girl comes with more just than that bullshit

It's way more than smv

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

so you meant having more smv, cause being a girl comes with more just than that bullshit

Gonna give you some golds because I'm not that easily frustrated .

 

[rebbie]

Gonna give you some golds because I'm not that easily frustrated .

Kill yourself

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

Kill yourself

@leea alt?
What do you think @TonyDr?

 

[Тоска́]

Ik your r****d

great dissertation, thanks for the learning expirience

 

[rebbie]

@leea alt?
What do you think @TonyDr?

Bring back public hangings

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

great dissertation, thanks for the learning expirience

I don't know what you are talking about.

 

[TonyDr]

my mom telling me she wished hardly for a boy whilst pregnant was no help.

Absolutely brutal

 

[sensitive young boy]

I grew up being close with my dad, and 3 brothers.
I never was taught by my mother how to behave feminine, or what is considered ugly or pretty in female clothing, makeup, etc.

I never had friends, nothing to teach me or guide me on why being feminine in important, since I am a female.
The internet helped guide me, but also misguide me. When I was 11 years old, I sought to be trans.
I desired what boys had and wished I were one, my mom telling me she wished hardly for a boy whilst pregnant was no help.
I outgrew these thoughts 1-2 years later, learning what I never was taught.
Now, being 15, I am starting to buy dresses and use a purse. I am happy to have learned by myself, however, I feel so sorry for those who continued to be disordered by the internet.
girlhood is so dire, for a young girls upcoming.
This might be a reason to why I never had friends.

understandable.