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Suicide thoughts

nobody922

nobody922

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I was started to get bullied way back in the kindergarten and the first grade they beat me up they made fun of me all sorts of things i transferred school because of bullying and because i was iqlet lmao i thought it will get better but it didnt i also got made fun it really hurt having no friends i had 2 best friends both of them changed school i was complelty alone also got beat up from some polish guy who was 14 in the 4th grade

1 year later im in the 5th grade new school new everything but the bullying didnt change i always got hit by some fat right wing german who hated me because im ethnic. every time i hit him back he cried and blamedme the teacher hated me aswell after and never helped me. After some months it got better after i showed him he cant mess with me. 2 years later im in the 7th grade never got invited to any birthdays from my "friends" i always gave them stuff but they were never really nice to me tho.

my first suicide attempt was at 6 and my latest was at 11

Sorry for the yap but yeah this was my school expierence i also had a abusive dad but its enough yap for the day

Any tips to have a more enjoyable life?

If anyone wants to be friends dm me
 
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stop the melancholy and find something to be passionate about !
 
i don’t have any advice to give, but if you want to talk about it, I’m here
i’m sorry to hear about what you have been through
 
hurricane said:
i don’t have any advice to give, but if you want to talk about it, I’m here
i’m sorry to hear about what you have been through
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Thanks brother.
Every time i write or even think about my childhood tears come and a sense of sadness hits me
While im typing this im tearing up lmao
Im such a fucking loser and a crybaby
 
nobody922 said:
Thanks brother.
Every time i write or even think about my childhood tears come and a sense of sadness hits me
While im typing this im tearing up lmao
Im such a fucking loser and a crybaby
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no you are not
crying doesn’t make you any less of a man or any less worthy
 
nobody922 said:
I was started to get bullied way back in the kindergarten and the first grade they beat me up they made fun of me all sorts of things i transferred school because of bullying and because i was iqlet lmao i thought it will get better but it didnt i also got made fun it really hurt having no friends i had 2 best friends both of them changed school i was complelty alone also got beat up from some polish guy who was 14 in the 4th grade

1 year later im in the 5th grade new school new everything but the bullying didnt change i always got hit by some fat right wing german who hated me because im ethnic. every time i hit him back he cried and blamedme the teacher hated me aswell after and never helped me. After some months it got better after i showed him he cant mess with me. 2 years later im in the 7th grade never got invited to any birthdays from my "friends" i always gave them stuff but they were never really nice to me tho.

my first suicide attempt was at 6 and my latest was at 11

Sorry for the yap but yeah this was my school expierence i also had a abusive dad but its enough yap for the day

Any tips to have a more enjoyable life?

If anyone wants to be friends dm me
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It'll get better eventually
How old r u?
 
Were all gonna make it bhai
 
nobody922 said:
I was started to get bullied way back in the kindergarten and the first grade they beat me up they made fun of me all sorts of things i transferred school because of bullying and because i was iqlet lmao i thought it will get better but it didnt i also got made fun it really hurt having no friends i had 2 best friends both of them changed school i was complelty alone also got beat up from some polish guy who was 14 in the 4th grade

1 year later im in the 5th grade new school new everything but the bullying didnt change i always got hit by some fat right wing german who hated me because im ethnic. every time i hit him back he cried and blamedme the teacher hated me aswell after and never helped me. After some months it got better after i showed him he cant mess with me. 2 years later im in the 7th grade never got invited to any birthdays from my "friends" i always gave them stuff but they were never really nice to me tho.

my first suicide attempt was at 6 and my latest was at 11

Sorry for the yap but yeah this was my school expierence i also had a abusive dad but its enough yap for the day

Any tips to have a more enjoyable life?

If anyone wants to be friends dm me
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Seek help from a therapist. As you said yourself, you clearly have trauma. I wish the best for you
 
hurricane said:
no you are not
crying doesn’t make you any less of a man or any less worthy
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Thanks but my looks make me a damn subhuman
Nobody treats my like a human im a subhuman for them
If you would see my face you would be disgusted
 
nobody922 said:
I was started to get bullied way back in the kindergarten and the first grade they beat me up they made fun of me all sorts of things i transferred school because of bullying and because i was iqlet lmao i thought it will get better but it didnt i also got made fun it really hurt having no friends i had 2 best friends both of them changed school i was complelty alone also got beat up from some polish guy who was 14 in the 4th grade

1 year later im in the 5th grade new school new everything but the bullying didnt change i always got hit by some fat right wing german who hated me because im ethnic. every time i hit him back he cried and blamedme the teacher hated me aswell after and never helped me. After some months it got better after i showed him he cant mess with me. 2 years later im in the 7th grade never got invited to any birthdays from my "friends" i always gave them stuff but they were never really nice to me tho.

my first suicide attempt was at 6 and my latest was at 11

Sorry for the yap but yeah this was my school expierence i also had a abusive dad but its enough yap for the day

Any tips to have a more enjoyable life?

If anyone wants to be friends dm me
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Dont kill urself
 
I shouldn't have clicked on this I'm on my school chromebook the feds are gonna pull up... again... 🤦‍♂️ fuckbroall u r fault
 
nobody922 said:
I was started to get bullied way back in the kindergarten and the first grade they beat me up they made fun of me all sorts of things i transferred school because of bullying and because i was iqlet lmao i thought it will get better but it didnt i also got made fun it really hurt having no friends i had 2 best friends both of them changed school i was complelty alone also got beat up from some polish guy who was 14 in the 4th grade

1 year later im in the 5th grade new school new everything but the bullying didnt change i always got hit by some fat right wing german who hated me because im ethnic. every time i hit him back he cried and blamedme the teacher hated me aswell after and never helped me. After some months it got better after i showed him he cant mess with me. 2 years later im in the 7th grade never got invited to any birthdays from my "friends" i always gave them stuff but they were never really nice to me tho.

my first suicide attempt was at 6 and my latest was at 11

Sorry for the yap but yeah this was my school expierence i also had a abusive dad but its enough yap for the day

Any tips to have a more enjoyable life?

If anyone wants to be friends dm me
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noooooo
 
Dont kill yourself amigo
 
Ben07 said:
Seek help from a therapist. As you said yourself, you clearly have trauma. I wish the best for you
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A therapist wont fix years and years of bullying and being excluded
Nobody can fix my childhood or my early teen years except the rope
If you got a good steroid cycle tell me
My only mission is
larpingtillascending said:
so u in 5th grade now or what the fuck is going on
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Im not you read it wrong
 
nobody922 said:
A therapist wont fix years and years of bullying and being excluded
Nobody can fix my childhood or my early teen years except the rope
If you got a good steroid cycle tell me
My only mission is

Im not you read it wrong
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do not rope, it will get better. I had roughly same experience as you, i fucing hate myself to this day, but i turned out to be attractive and treated good eventhough i dont like any part of myself. but it does get better on the outside atleast. if your a teen u can ascend
 
larpingtillascending said:
do not rope, it will get better. I had roughly same experience as you, i fucing hate myself to this day, but i turned out to be attractive and treated good eventhough i dont like any part of myself. but it does get better on the outside atleast. if your a teen u can ascend
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what he said
 
larpingtillascending said:
do not rope, it will get better. I had roughly same experience as you, i fucing hate myself to this day, but i turned out to be attractive and treated good eventhough i dont like any part of myself. but it does get better on the outside atleast. if your a teen u can ascend
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I Got utter dog shit genetics
Im glad you became attractive and you getting treated right
I just wanna blast roids as my final hope
If you got a cycle tell me please
 
true mtn said:
Let puberty do it's thing, also go smell a flower it lowk helps
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I Got badly malnourished with bad genetics its completly over for me
I had early puberty its going to stop very soon thats i want to start with roids
im 173 rn
 
nobody922 said:
I Got utter dog shit genetics
Im glad you became attractive and you getting treated right
I just wanna blast roids as my final hope
If you got a cycle tell me please
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send me ur pics u prob look good and u js hate urself too much to see it. you will also ascend
 
Du mus auf das kleine Bild Symbol im Textfelder drücken
 
Best of luck neeguh
 
as long as you're alive the mog won't stop, just the truth.

It's how existence is built energy feeds on energy
 
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