Tbh

[jestr]

I dont wanna be a neet or a shut in anymore

Ighhfhhjfnr
I think im gonna go bus back up to my moms so I can go to shows for the weekend
My life is like
-rot for 2 weeks and dont speak to anyone or clean ANYTHING or leave ur house even once
-take a 7 hour bus to mamas and party for a weekend
Repeat
Miserable life

 

[Deleted Member]

atleast u party

 

[Splankу]

I dont wanna be a neet or a shut in anymore

Ighhfhhjfnr
I think im gonna go bus back up to my moms so I can go to shows for the weekend
My life is like
-rot for 2 weeks and dont speak to anyone or clean ANYTHING or leave ur house even once
-take a 7 hour bus to mamas and party for a weekend
Repeat
Miserable life

hi lol

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

I dont wanna be a neet or a shut in anymore

Ighhfhhjfnr
I think im gonna go bus back up to my moms so I can go to shows for the weekend
My life is like
-rot for 2 weeks and dont speak to anyone or clean ANYTHING or leave ur house even once
-take a 7 hour bus to mamas and party for a weekend
Repeat
Miserable life

I would lie and say it gets better but idk just pretend I did

 

[jestr]

atleast u party

As if that doesnt make it worst
My last party weekend I met Kim jons brothers son and got brutally groomed and r***d for my entire break weekend
My only friends in that town r 2 girls that used to bully me but hang cuz im alt
I go and do any and all drugs I can and then come home and burrow and rot over the memorys im left with

 

[jestr]

I would lie and say it gets better but idk just pretend I did

Yaya spare me the talk lmao
Ive had crazy horrible movie like days every single day without a single beat since I was 4
It just foesnt

 

[jestr]

hi lol

Herro

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

Yaya spare me the talk lmao
Ive had crazy horrible movie like days every single day without a single beat since I was 4
It just foesnt

yeah people love to lie cuz they've had it easy their whole life so they think that everything gets better

 

[Deleted Member]

As if that doesnt make it worst
My last party weekend I met Kim jons brothers son and got brutally groomed and r***d for my entire break weekend
My only friends in that town r 2 girls that used to bully me but hang cuz im alt
I go and do any and all drugs I can and then come home and burrow and rot over the memorys im left with

im sorry that that happened to you,
why do you keep going if you get hurt so much?
i would just shut down my social life entirely
well i already did without much of a reason anyway.

 

[jestr]

yeah people love to lie cuz they've had it easy their whole life so they think that everything gets better

Exactly
Thats why when its said to me I try to be somewhat formally rude
"Thank you but I know it doesnt and I find it insulting to say though, thats most cases, not mine."
I think false hope is such a belittling thing

 

[jestr]

im sorry that that happened to you,
why do you keep going if you get hurt so much?
i would just shut down my social life entirely
well i already did without much of a reason anyway.

Because I think id die without shows
Loud music and pits and being on substance with my favourite things I live for

And im horribly desensitized to any and all forms of pain, I dont really feel it till its all at once

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

Exactly
Thats why when its said to me I try to be somewhat formally rude
"Thank you but I know it doesnt and I find it insulting to say though, thats most cases, not mine."
I think false hope is such a belittling thing

for years i've been told that 'it gets better' and it gets better for like a month then goes back to how it was I can't help but be rude atp when I'm told so

 

[Becky4L]

I dont wanna be a neet or a shut in anymore

Ighhfhhjfnr
I think im gonna go bus back up to my moms so I can go to shows for the weekend
My life is like
-rot for 2 weeks and dont speak to anyone or clean ANYTHING or leave ur house even once
-take a 7 hour bus to mamas and party for a weekend
Repeat
Miserable life

what are your plans for the future, like are you gonna go to school or get a job and also how do you fund parties if youre unemployed

 

[Deleted Member]

Because I think id die without shows
Loud music and pits and being on substance with my favourite things I live for

And im horribly desensitized to any and all forms of pain, I dont really feel it till its all at once

solar oposites i guess.
like actually i only like calm, peacefull.

 

[negative]

I dont wanna be a neet or a shut in anymore

Ighhfhhjfnr
I think im gonna go bus back up to my moms so I can go to shows for the weekend
My life is like
-rot for 2 weeks and dont speak to anyone or clean ANYTHING or leave ur house even once
-take a 7 hour bus to mamas and party for a weekend
Repeat
Miserable life

A neet?

 

[jestr]

what are your plans for the future, like are you gonna go to school or get a job and also how do you fund parties if youre unemployed

I work somewhat of an online job for my grandpa's construction company I used to do actual work for
And my dad has alot of money
But I dont rlly pay for my stuff anyway bc im hot i never have too :/ maybe thats the one undownside

I wanted to be a doctor for a really really long time and studied the textbooks wince like even 10 but with the state of the world, my mental health, and how women are starting to be marginalized again I horribly dont want a future in such a world

 

[jestr]

A neet?

Not employed in training in school
I have a bit of a job but like not rlly

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

I work somewhat of an online job for my grandpa's construction company I used to do actual work for
And my dad has alot of money
But I dont rlly pay for my stuff anyway bc im hot i never have too :/ maybe thats the one undownside

I wanted to be a doctor for a really really long time and studied the textbooks wince like even 10 but with the state of the world, my mental health, and how women are starting to be marginalized again I horribly dont want a future in such a world

childhood dream jobs never work cuz people lie and say u can do whatever u want in life

 

[jestr]

childhood dream jobs never work cuz people lie and say u can do whatever u want in life

Im extremely intelligent and I come (kinda) from a rich family
I was like 11 at the playground and reading back in my head the dsbm5 while hanging upside down
I could probably do whatever but its unfeasible

 

[Becky4L]

I work somewhat of an online job for my grandpa's construction company I used to do actual work for
And my dad has alot of money
But I dont rlly pay for my stuff anyway bc im hot i never have too :/ maybe thats the one undownside

I wanted to be a doctor for a really really long time and studied the textbooks wince like even 10 but with the state of the world, my mental health, and how women are starting to be marginalized again I horribly dont want a future in such a world

wdym ur hot i saw the video of you fake overdosing on vitamins

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

Im extremely intelligent and I come (kinda) from a rich family
I was like 11 at the playground and reading back in my head the dsbm5 while hanging upside down
I could probably do whatever but its unfeasible

yeah idk I come from a rich family too but I don't wanna put in effort so its all my fault atp

 

[Alexmogsu]

I dont wanna be a neet or a shut in anymore

Ighhfhhjfnr
I think im gonna go bus back up to my moms so I can go to shows for the weekend
My life is like
-rot for 2 weeks and dont speak to anyone or clean ANYTHING or leave ur house even once
-take a 7 hour bus to mamas and party for a weekend
Repeat
Miserable life

 

[jestr]

yeah idk I come from a rich family too but I don't wanna put in effort so its all my fault atp

Fair, also kind of my problem atp I became agoraphobia and stopped going to school and THEN I decided it was for reasons to not do school

 

[jestr]

wdym ur hot i saw the video of you fake overdosing on vitamins

Oh the one like a year ago before I lost 70lbs, did 3 surgerys, got rid of acne ,grew my hair out, fixed my teeth and grew out my eyebrows?
Oh and if ur over 18 its really fuckin weird to say that
I dont bother arguing with u ignorant assholes about it anymore but it was NOT vitamins and ur genuinly disgusting for sayin ts

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

Fair, also kind of my problem atp I became agoraphobia and stopped going to school and THEN I decided it was for reasons to not do school

yeah its lowkey all over but idk I still have things to do to keep me busy and waste my time

 

[QuiteAlright]

-rot for 2 weeks and dont speak to anyone or clean ANYTHING or leave ur house even once

This is all your choice.
Do not complain about something you choose to do, idiot.

 

[Becky4L]

Oh the one like a year ago before I lost 70lbs, did 3 surgerys, got rid of acne ,grew my hair out, fixed my teeth and grew out my eyebrows?
Oh and if ur over 18 its really fuckin weird to say that
I dont bother arguing with u ignorant assholes about it anymore but it was NOT vitamins and ur genuinly disgusting for sayin ts

right yeah so what fo you look like now

 

[knightmaxxer]

I dont wanna be a neet or a shut in anymore

Ighhfhhjfnr
I think im gonna go bus back up to my moms so I can go to shows for the weekend
My life is like
-rot for 2 weeks and dont speak to anyone or clean ANYTHING or leave ur house even once
-take a 7 hour bus to mamas and party for a weekend
Repeat
Miserable life

im gonna be deadass here if i get ts lifestyle when i grow up i will kill myself

 

[jestr]

im gonna be deadass here if i get ts lifestyle when i grow up i will kill myself

Dude im not even grown

 

[jestr]

This is all your choice.
Do not complain about something you choose to do, idiot.

You clearly dont know how mental illness works dumbass

 

[jestr]

right yeah so what fo you look like now

I have numerous numerous threads up

 

[Becky4L]

I have numerous numerous threads up

tag me in one

 

[knightmaxxer]

Dude im not even grown

thats… worse, did you drop out or smth?

 

[jestr]

thats… worse, did you drop out or smth?

Yeah I have agoraphobia and started to have to run to the bathroom to puke like 2 times per class just from anxiety so I kinda gave up

 

[knightmaxxer]

Yeah I have agoraphobia and started to have to run to the bathroom to puke like 2 times per class just from anxiety so I kinda gave up

well that sucks, wait how do you go to parties n shows if you have agoraphobia?

 

[QuiteAlright]

You clearly dont know how mental illness works dumbass

I diagnose mental illnesses for work. (Psychiatrist)

You, are clearly the dumbass.

 

[jestr]

I diagnose mental illnesses for work. (Psychiatrist)
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You, are clearly the dumbass.

Okay so as a person with severe borderline personality disorder (csa caused and genetically)
Agoraphobia
Schizoparanoid
Adhd
And autism
Whats left for me huh smart guy? How is it all my fault?

 

[jestr]

well that sucks, wait how do you go to parties n shows if you have agoraphobia?

Do it drunk lmao
Its kind of exposure therapy I always try to make myself talk to alot of people
Usually why I wnd up getting blackout drunk wvery time

 

[knightmaxxer]

Do it drunk lmao
Its kind of exposure therapy I always try to make myself talk to alot of people
Usually why I wnd up getting blackout drunk wvery time

ok yeah that works i can attest to that, just dont live this way and then get pissy at age 30 when everything sucks

 

[jestr]

ok yeah that works i can attest to that, just dont live this way and then get pissy at age 30 when everything sucks

The current near world war happening was officially declared nuclear by a processing plant targeted strike yesterday

Im not making it to 30 nor are you

 

[QuiteAlright]

Okay so as a person with severe borderline personality disorder (csa caused and genetically)
Agoraphobia
Schizoparanoid
Adhd
And autism
Whats left for me huh smart guy? How is it all my fault?

Your misery is of your own making, you choose to stay in it rather than rise above it.
You behave like a child denied a toy, throwing a tantrum for all to see.
Your very existence is disgusting.

Read this book:

 

[knightmaxxer]

The current near world war happening was officially declared nuclear by a processing plant targeted strike yesterday

Im not making it to 30 nor are you

speak for yourself mate, aint nobody’s nuking my 300 person strong town in the middle of absolutely nowhere