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vent, nothing important you should DNR.
so i go to the mall. it’s christmas decoration and shit.
i look to my right. couple cuddling laughing on a couch. alright, fine i’m happy for them.
i continue my walk. i look to my left. i see a couple making out near the stairs. good for them.
i climb up those stairs, and i see another couple recording a tiktok video. good for them.
i went to do my ID, and the woman taking the picture told my mom “you need to get ready for broken hearts at your doorstep crying for him”. she was not right. and it pains me when people remind me of my looks and i remember they’re the biggest part of why i’m lonely.
and i see all of this, and i lie to myself saying that i’m happy for them. then i realize i’m not. i feel miserable and alone and wouldn’t give two fucks on their relationship and happiness.
i have never even had a talking stage in my life, i have never had any romantic encounter, i have never had any girl show an fucking OUNCE of interest in me.
so i go to the mall. it’s christmas decoration and shit.
i look to my right. couple cuddling laughing on a couch. alright, fine i’m happy for them.
i continue my walk. i look to my left. i see a couple making out near the stairs. good for them.
i climb up those stairs, and i see another couple recording a tiktok video. good for them.
i went to do my ID, and the woman taking the picture told my mom “you need to get ready for broken hearts at your doorstep crying for him”. she was not right. and it pains me when people remind me of my looks and i remember they’re the biggest part of why i’m lonely.
and i see all of this, and i lie to myself saying that i’m happy for them. then i realize i’m not. i feel miserable and alone and wouldn’t give two fucks on their relationship and happiness.
i have never even had a talking stage in my life, i have never had any romantic encounter, i have never had any girl show an fucking OUNCE of interest in me.