Deleted Member 118354
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I would have loved to have a girlfriend during my teenage years, someone I could always be with, someone with whom I could have a culturally rich life. Instead, I spent my entire adolescence on YouTube because I didn't have the money to do anything else. All my friends abandoned me because they had the means to do other things besides rot in front of a screen.
I'm 27 now, and nothing will ever save me, not even becoming a billionaire, becoming the most handsome man in the world, or even having a perfect virgin girlfriend. I wanted to live life when I was young, not now, when I'm so lifeless.
This idea of never wanting to grow up exist even as a child, isn't an excuse. I knew I would lose my soul growing up, that I would become so bland.
I'm 27 now, and nothing will ever save me, not even becoming a billionaire, becoming the most handsome man in the world, or even having a perfect virgin girlfriend. I wanted to live life when I was young, not now, when I'm so lifeless.
This idea of never wanting to grow up exist even as a child, isn't an excuse. I knew I would lose my soul growing up, that I would become so bland.



