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I will never truly accept my fate and I'll always mourn what I could have had if my face was just slightly less shitty and I had been forced to assimilate into mainstream society. I will always cry and stress about it and pretend its not true, I will never truly change either so I won't even break it by ascending and I will always be doing nothing and spending all my time thinking of ways to worship fictional guys because real ones don't want me and at this point being treated like a sex object is flattering.
Also Exoticals Untied made me realize just how fucked I genuinely am and I am aware that I will never decenter things like romance or others so I will never truly be free and one day I'll be so pisssed off that I kill myself or a few bystanders. Also I did this to myself since I actively refused to learn Spanish and was foolish enough to think that I could get by on just luck plus I am obviously never going to change to be a not hateful and sadomasochistic person at this point as I can't be bothered to put in the work.
Also Exoticals Untied made me realize just how fucked I genuinely am and I am aware that I will never decenter things like romance or others so I will never truly be free and one day I'll be so pisssed off that I kill myself or a few bystanders. Also I did this to myself since I actively refused to learn Spanish and was foolish enough to think that I could get by on just luck plus I am obviously never going to change to be a not hateful and sadomasochistic person at this point as I can't be bothered to put in the work.