The First Time I Tried To Kill Myself I was 7 Years Old.

[zygos_old]

My last thread until I’m actually leaving the forum but my heart has been feeling heavy. I know I’m annoying and stuff but I don’t know how to connect with people so I just try to take bits of peoples personalities. I am writing this while having a panic attack so if the words are messy ssrry. I was just thinking about how young I was when I tried, I genuinely think something is wrong with me. Like I have some underlying mental health conditions. I wouldn’t be surprised because my family has a lineage of mental health problems. The first time I tried to kms it was because my siblings kept making fun of me, I grabbed a knife and placed it on my wrist and I tried to cut myself but I couldn’t do it because my siblings laughed at me for trying to kill myself.

 

[Deleted Member 60441]

Nah, you're not annoying

 

[Wilk]

My last thread until I’m actually leaving the forum but my heart has been feeling heavy. I know I’m annoying and stuff but I don’t know how to connect with people so I just try to take bits of peoples personalities. I am writing this while having a panic attack so if the words are messy ssrry. I was just thinking about how young I was when I tried, I genuinely think something is wrong with me. Like I have some underlying mental health conditions. I wouldn’t be surprised because my family has a lineage of mental health problems. The first time I tried to kms it was because my siblings kept making fun of me, I grabbed a knife and placed it on my wrist and I tried to cut myself but I couldn’t do it because my siblings laughed at me for trying to kill myself.

Hey, men, you can dm to talk about that and wherever else you would like to. If that helps, one of the things that helped me the most were staying away from people, specially people that put us down and makes we feel like shit.

 

[Becky4L]

my condolences, wish u the best and hope u get better

 

[pompompurino]

No one deserves to be made fun of, especially in such a vulnerable state. I am so sorry that you had to go through that at such a young age. I promise you that I care even though I’m just some internet stranger to you. I also promise that you aren’t annoying at all! My PMs are always open if you need someone to talk to, you are not alone.

 

[ineedtoreincarnate]

I’m surprised how much support you got and I am admiring you for being so vulnerable. I would never open up to be honest because I feel like I would get criticized to the core for doing so.

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

I love you zygos you can talk to me whenever

 

[jkcwakcjw]

ur not annoying and ur siblings are evil im sorry u had to go through all that

 

[ineedtoreincarnate]

my dms are always open too