Serious The girl I liked is a lesbian

[HerculesJr.]

So basically I've been in this drama class since February, there were obviously a lot of queer and gay people, and vice versa.
But this one girl caught my eye
She's really artistic and talented, but we also had a lot in common. Lot of shared life experiences.
We just fundamentally got along as people.

Anyway over the course of the semester my crush on her intensified.
And we also got to know one another better, or just talked more in general.


Tonight is the cast dinner. We're all eating at this one restaurant after we performed our play for the final time. and I was sitting next to her as well as this one other girl.

Eventually the topic shifts to pride month (because I was also sitting next to this one gay guy, the one I mentioned in my 'StrengthMogged' thread.
And I learn that her and the girl we were sitting with. Are both lesbians.

Also weirdly enough they both said in their geography classes they both made fake nations that were filled with only lesbians that "hate all men." And "reproduce using the moon"

That part was weird,
but I was more concerned/saddened at the fact that the girl I liked for so long just didn't reciprocate my feelings.
At least not in that way.



One of their fake societies also just actively enslaves men too

Now I'm lowk just sitting at the end of the table surrounded by all my classmates, everyone's happy and talking, the girl we're sitting with is talking about her imaginary penis.
while I'm just kinda sitting here.

I can feel the edible I ate finally kicking in, though. I genuinely don't know how this nights gonna go, I am tripping and my spine is tingling as I type this.

 

[grey]

I’ve turned girls lesbian

 

[Trevor]

Lesbians are severely mentally ill anyway

 

[Luxe]

 

[derpy]

So basically I've been in this drama class since February, there were obviously a lot of queer and gay people, and vice versa.
But this one girl caught my eye
She's really artistic and talented, but we also had a lot in common. Lot of shared life experiences.
We just fundamentally got along as people.

Anyway over the course of the semester my crush on her intensified.
And we also got to know one another better, or just talked more in general.


Tonight is the cast dinner. We're all eating at this one restaurant after we performed our play for the final time. and I was sitting next to her as well as this one other girl.

Eventually the topic shifts to pride month (because I was also sitting next to this one gay guy, the one I mentioned in my 'StrengthMogged' thread.
And I learn that her and the girl we were sitting with. Are both lesbians.

Also weirdly enough they both said in their geography classes they both made fake nations that were filled with only lesbians that "hate all men." And "reproduce using the moon"

That part was weird,
but I was more concerned/saddened at the fact that the girl I liked for so long just didn't reciprocate my feelings.
At least not in that way.



One of their fake societies also just actively enslaves men too

Now I'm lowk just sitting at the end of the table surrounded by all my classmates, everyone's happy and talking, the girl we're sitting with is talking about her imaginary penis.
while I'm just kinda sitting here.

I can feel the edible I ate finally kicking in, though. I genuinely don't know how this nights gonna go, I am tripping and my spine is tingling as I type this.

im so sorry bro

 

[HerculesJr.]

Holy moly I'm just sitting here trying to stay calm. Tonight will be fuckin insane if I don't get home soon

 

[HerculesJr.]

Update I just somehow fucking paid for my food and had a whole ass conversation with the waitress on autopilot, since for some reason my phone's tap to pay wasn't working on the card reader. So I had to give my other friend my phone to send her the money so she could pay for me & shit.

even though I'm high as fuck rn

 

[i_got.a.lilo]

So basically I've been in this drama class since February, there were obviously a lot of queer and gay people, and vice versa.
But this one girl caught my eye
She's really artistic and talented, but we also had a lot in common. Lot of shared life experiences.
We just fundamentally got along as people.

Anyway over the course of the semester my crush on her intensified.
And we also got to know one another better, or just talked more in general.


Tonight is the cast dinner. We're all eating at this one restaurant after we performed our play for the final time. and I was sitting next to her as well as this one other girl.

Eventually the topic shifts to pride month (because I was also sitting next to this one gay guy, the one I mentioned in my 'StrengthMogged' thread.
And I learn that her and the girl we were sitting with. Are both lesbians.

Also weirdly enough they both said in their geography classes they both made fake nations that were filled with only lesbians that "hate all men." And "reproduce using the moon"

That part was weird,
but I was more concerned/saddened at the fact that the girl I liked for so long just didn't reciprocate my feelings.
At least not in that way.



One of their fake societies also just actively enslaves men too

Now I'm lowk just sitting at the end of the table surrounded by all my classmates, everyone's happy and talking, the girl we're sitting with is talking about her imaginary penis.
while I'm just kinda sitting here.

I can feel the edible I ate finally kicking in, though. I genuinely don't know how this nights gonna go, I am tripping and my spine is tingling as I type this.

same thing happened to me

 

[HerculesJr.]

im so sorry bro

Thank you. I dunno if I'm feeling numb to it since I'm just tripping, or if somehow me being high is going to make every bad thing I'm feeling feel worse.

 

[HerculesJr.]

Lesbians are severely mentally ill anyway

I dunno. I know her well enough on a personal basis to at least think she's a good person definitely.

The very same gay guy I'm sitting with tonight was crying yesterday because he missed his cue to move one of the set pieces on the stage on the very same night we were supposed to perform to a whole audience.

And she hugged him and kept telling him it was going to be okay. And vice versa.

And I just remember standing there and watching them hug, just appreciating the moment of humanity I was seeing.

 

[derpy]

Thank you. I dunno if I'm feeling numb to it since I'm just tripping, or if somehow me being high is going to make every bad thing I'm feeling feel worse.

no problem. I got cheated on yesterday morning and i found that punching my boxing bag helps, so maybe u can do something similar

 

[HerculesJr.]

Update I just somehow fucking paid for my food and had a whole ass conversation with the waitress, since for some reason my phone's tap to pay wasn't working on the card reader. So I had to give my other friend my phone to send her the money so she could pay for me & shit.

even though I'm high as fuck rn

@AbsoluteFoidAnnihilator

 

[HerculesJr.]

no problem. I got cheated on yesterday morning and i found that punching my boxing bag helps, so maybe u can do something similar

My fuckin punching bag in my room broke. Still pissed about that

 

[HerculesJr.]

no problem. I got cheated on yesterday morning and i found that punching my boxing bag helps, so maybe u can do something similar

Sorry for you, but thankful as well since at least that cunt's out of your life now, right?

 

[derpy]

Sorry for you, but thankful as well since at least that cunt's out of your life now, right?

yh i moved on very quickly bc i always knew it was coming, even better thing is im meeting with one of her friends at their house tomorrow

 

[HerculesJr.]

Thank you. I dunno if I'm feeling numb to it since I'm just tripping, or if somehow me being high is going to make every bad thing I'm feeling feel worse.

I'm feeling kind of anxious right now because I'm high in public for the very first time.

But now I'm also having my thoughts rsce.
thinking I didn't really know the people from this class that much at all but now it's already close to ending.
And how I feel like I don't really fit in with anyone from this class, because either we just don't mesh or because id probably get made fun of for hanging out with them
Shit like that


I'm somehow succeeding keep cool and remain normal, while also still having to have full conversations with people

 

[derpy]

I'm feeling kind of anxious right now because now im thinking I didn't really know the people from this class that much at all but now it's already close to ending.
And how I feel like I don't really fit in with anyone from this class, because either we just don't mesh or because id probably get made fun of for hanging out with them

Trying to keep cool and remain normal, while also still having to have full conversations with people

bro next time dont take them if ur sad, they amplify what ur feeeling

 

[HerculesJr.]

yh i moved on very quickly bc i always knew it was coming, even better thing is im meeting with one of her friends at their house tomorrow

Lmfao

 

[HerculesJr.]

bro next time dont take them if ur sad, they amplify what ur feeeling

I had already taken the edible before we got to the restaurant and I found out she's lesbian

 

[HerculesJr.]

I had already taken the edible before we got to the restaurant and I found out she's lesbian

I just started tripping shortly after learning this fact

 

[derpy]

I had already taken the edible before we got to the restaurant and I found out she's lesbian

unlucky g hope u make it through

 

[HerculesJr.]

Anyway I'm just thinking. I don't gotta stop being friends with the girl I like and that one other lesbian either. I had already liked them as people before I learned they were both lesbian and also both have a corny ass sense of humor

 

[HerculesJr.]

Anyway I'm just thinking. I don't gotta stop being friends with the girl I like and that one other lesbian either. I had already liked them as people before I learned they were both lesbian and also both have a corny ass sense of humor

I'm not the type of person to just... Do that you know

 

[derpy]

Anyway I'm just thinking. I don't gotta stop being friends with the girl I like and that one other lesbian either. I had already liked them as people before I learned they were both lesbian and also both have a corny ass sense of humor

fr bro maybe u can change them

 

[HerculesJr.]

I don't think I'd ever type this while being sober/whatever the word is for not high
But I feel like I'm almost torn between worlds yk?

Because I'm friends with people that would absolutely hate the kids in my drama class, people that'd also hate them for being gay, or lesbian, or like neurodivergent

 

[HerculesJr.]

I don't think I'd ever type this while being sober/whatever the word is for not high
But I feel like I'm almost torn between worlds yk?

Because I'm friends with people that would absolutely hate the kids in my drama class, people that'd also hate them for being gay, or lesbian, or like neurodivergent

But now, ever since I joined this drama class I'm also surrounded by all these people who are unapologetically just

Themselves. Even if they're gay or just considered "weird"


And the thing is? They're the nicest fucking people I've met.

 

[Fattiepattiecookie]

But now, ever since I joined this drama class I'm also surrounded by all these people who are unapologetically just

Themselves. Even if they're gay or just considered "weird"


And the thing is? They're the nicest fucking people I've met.

This is why I love being a theater kiddd

 

[_x11]

Yeah I've felt this before too. Just move on, could've been worse.

 

[HerculesJr.]

Even if they're gay or just considered "weird"

And the thing is? They're the nicest fucking people I've met.

And I guess I'm trying to say I'm having this cognitive dissonance about it. I'm conflicted because these people are just so different from the usual people im friends with.
Who are arguably some of the people that would bully these people.

 

[HerculesJr.]

And I guess I'm trying to say I'm having this cognitive dissonance about it. I'm conflicted because these people are just so different from the usual people im friends with.
Who are arguably some of the people that would bully these people.

And I'm not better at all since I'm part of looksmaxxing.com and shit. Lol

I myself feel like an outsider in my drama class.

 

[HerculesJr.]

And I'm not better at all since I'm part of looksmaxxing.com and shit. Lol

I myself feel like an outsider in my drama class.

But at the same time
I sacrificed a ton of time with my usual friends to hang out with my friends from drama class.


So if I don't have the people from drama class or the people I usually hang out with. Then who do I have?

I think I'm blowing this out of proportion but this is a real fear/concern I have. Regardless of me being high

 

[HerculesJr.]

But at the same time
I sacrificed a ton of time with my usual friends to hang out with my friends from drama class.


So if I don't have the people from drama class or the people I usually hang out with. Then who do I have?

I think I'm blowing this out of proportion but this is a real fear/concern I have. Regardless of me being high

@The Centipede @Mia @Trevor @zaycism

 

[HerculesJr.]

But now, ever since I joined this drama class I'm also surrounded by all these people who are unapologetically just

Themselves. Even if they're gay or just considered "weird"


And the thing is? They're the nicest fucking people I've met.

@Dandelions

 

[Dandelions]

@Dandelions

How heartbroken are you?

 

[zaycism]

So basically I've been in this drama class since February, there were obviously a lot of queer and gay people, and vice versa.
But this one girl caught my eye
She's really artistic and talented, but we also had a lot in common. Lot of shared life experiences.
We just fundamentally got along as people.

Anyway over the course of the semester my crush on her intensified.
And we also got to know one another better, or just talked more in general.


Tonight is the cast dinner. We're all eating at this one restaurant after we performed our play for the final time. and I was sitting next to her as well as this one other girl.

Eventually the topic shifts to pride month (because I was also sitting next to this one gay guy, the one I mentioned in my 'StrengthMogged' thread.
And I learn that her and the girl we were sitting with. Are both lesbians.

Also weirdly enough they both said in their geography classes they both made fake nations that were filled with only lesbians that "hate all men." And "reproduce using the moon"

That part was weird,
but I was more concerned/saddened at the fact that the girl I liked for so long just didn't reciprocate my feelings.
At least not in that way.



One of their fake societies also just actively enslaves men too

Now I'm lowk just sitting at the end of the table surrounded by all my classmates, everyone's happy and talking, the girl we're sitting with is talking about her imaginary penis.
while I'm just kinda sitting here.

I can feel the edible I ate finally kicking in, though. I genuinely don't know how this nights gonna go, I am tripping and my spine is tingling as I type this.

U dodged a bullet right there
all girls r the same

 

[_x11]

U dodged a bullet right there
all girls r the same

How is that a bullet?

 

[derpy]

U dodged a bullet right there
all girls r the same

right so either im too sleep deprived or ur also a girl?

 

[Dandelions]

U dodged a bullet right there
all girls r the same

But many guys are different, like me! Which is why I deserve your insta

 

[zaycism]

How is that a bullet?

right so either im too sleep deprived or ur also a girl?

I dnrd that shit so idk what imnsaying i just want to feed more delusions into that guy n yes im a girl

 

[zaycism]

But many guys are different, like me! Which is why I deserve your insta

TEll Instgram To Unban Zaycism

 

[choripapa]

Mfw the gays and lesbians are actually people

 

[derpy]

I dnrd that shit so idk what imnsaying i just want to feed more delusions into that guy n yes im a girl

nah bro icl what happened was brutal

 

[Dandelions]

TEll Instgram To Unban Zaycism

In Pyongyang

 

[The Centipede]

@The Centipede @Mia @Trevor @zaycism

Lesbians tend to be willing to swing both ways.

I’m a bit weird and fruity, and they’ve got with be before. If you look decent and aren’t overly bro-ish, she might make be pullable. Get drinks with her at some point, especially if it’s part of a small group, and don’t hit on her heavily.

It’s happened for me a few times.

 

[The Centipede]

Lesbians tend to be willing to swing both ways.

I’m a bit weird and fruity, and they’ve got with be before. If you look decent and aren’t overly bro-ish, she might make be pullable. Get drinks with her at some point, especially if it’s part of a small group, and don’t hit on her heavily.

It’s happened for me a few times.

If you’re amazing with your tongue lesbians will love you btw.

 

[HerculesJr.]

How heartbroken are you?

Pretty sad. Because I thought we were growing closer in the sense that she was starting to like me. But I guess we were only getting closer as friends or something

 

[trvecel]

So basically I've been in this drama class since February, there were obviously a lot of queer and gay people, and vice versa.
But this one girl caught my eye
She's really artistic and talented, but we also had a lot in common. Lot of shared life experiences.
We just fundamentally got along as people.

Anyway over the course of the semester my crush on her intensified.
And we also got to know one another better, or just talked more in general.


Tonight is the cast dinner. We're all eating at this one restaurant after we performed our play for the final time. and I was sitting next to her as well as this one other girl.

Eventually the topic shifts to pride month (because I was also sitting next to this one gay guy, the one I mentioned in my 'StrengthMogged' thread.
And I learn that her and the girl we were sitting with. Are both lesbians.

Also weirdly enough they both said in their geography classes they both made fake nations that were filled with only lesbians that "hate all men." And "reproduce using the moon"

That part was weird,
but I was more concerned/saddened at the fact that the girl I liked for so long just didn't reciprocate my feelings.
At least not in that way.



One of their fake societies also just actively enslaves men too

Now I'm lowk just sitting at the end of the table surrounded by all my classmates, everyone's happy and talking, the girl we're sitting with is talking about her imaginary penis.
while I'm just kinda sitting here.

I can feel the edible I ate finally kicking in, though. I genuinely don't know how this nights gonna go, I am tripping and my spine is tingling as I type this.

 

[HerculesJr.]

U dodged a bullet right there
all girls r the same

How is that a bullet?

It's not a fuckin bullet. They might have dumbass corny senses of humor (theyre still theatre kids after all) and the girl I like might be only interested in other girls,

But I can say for once, that they are good people.

 

[whosrevan]

So basically I've been in this drama class since February, there were obviously a lot of queer and gay people, and vice versa.
But this one girl caught my eye
She's really artistic and talented, but we also had a lot in common. Lot of shared life experiences.
We just fundamentally got along as people.

Anyway over the course of the semester my crush on her intensified.
And we also got to know one another better, or just talked more in general.


Tonight is the cast dinner. We're all eating at this one restaurant after we performed our play for the final time. and I was sitting next to her as well as this one other girl.

Eventually the topic shifts to pride month (because I was also sitting next to this one gay guy, the one I mentioned in my 'StrengthMogged' thread.
And I learn that her and the girl we were sitting with. Are both lesbians.

Also weirdly enough they both said in their geography classes they both made fake nations that were filled with only lesbians that "hate all men." And "reproduce using the moon"

That part was weird,
but I was more concerned/saddened at the fact that the girl I liked for so long just didn't reciprocate my feelings.
At least not in that way.



One of their fake societies also just actively enslaves men too

Now I'm lowk just sitting at the end of the table surrounded by all my classmates, everyone's happy and talking, the girl we're sitting with is talking about her imaginary penis.
while I'm just kinda sitting here.

I can feel the edible I ate finally kicking in, though. I genuinely don't know how this nights gonna go, I am tripping and my spine is tingling as I type this.

why dont u turn her from lesbian to heterosexual but im sorry for u there will be other chances

 

[HerculesJr.]

Lesbians tend to be willing to swing both ways.

I’m a bit weird and fruity, and they’ve got with be before. If you look decent and aren’t overly bro-ish, she might make be pullable. Get drinks with her at some point, especially if it’s part of a small group, and don’t hit on her heavily.

It’s happened for me a few times.

I really did think she was starting to feel me tho lol. Just based off the way she'd look at me sometimes.