To looksmax to near full potential then start out into the world to find a partner, worried though because it seems when I want something it eludes me even more, last woman I liked I passed on because I wasn't happy with life and I'm still not, she seemed to be into me too even though she was a fair bit better looking than me, She ended up with another guy after I kinda just brushed her off after showing strong interest for awhile, I won't let the next one get away though.