The thing is I was the one who acted like a dramatic r****d. I blocked her cuz I knew that she was a htb and I was just a mtn (hell typa life) and she got an appendix surgery or wtv at that time and it makes me truly sad that I stopped meeting her and broke up with her like a r****d and she even came to Moscow but I never met her again and it makes me damn sad. I couldn't move on for more than 4 months, literally