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As you may know me and @paulyune are breaking up after @Evilemofoid told her that I was apparently involved in Grilldaddy's cp ring and that I acted as a creep towards her. Since the situation has blown out of proportions I'll need to clarify and demonstrate why these accusations are purely and simply defamation with no ground.
First I gotta put some context, yes I did e-date Amelia back in October after she was the one who reached out to me and asked me out (not inversely) when she learned we lived in the same country. I made it very clear that I was 2 years older than her at the time and that it made uncomfortable. I never mentioned anything sexual or erotic to her in PMs nor had the intent of grooming her. Rereading our past convos, I was most of time giving her advice and trying to help her mentally since she grew up in a very, very rough household and substance abused a lot. I kinda promised her I would meet her this summer not as a way to take advantage of her but to give her a bit of hope so she doesn't kill herself.
Eventually she threatened to kill herself while she was on drugs to me on call and that event pretty damn destabilized me and traumatized me, so I grew distanced from her and rarely pmed her after that. Lately I did pm her while I was with Aeri not to cheat on Aeri but to make amends and clear my conscience because I knew I hurt her. She even confessed to me she still loved me even after all these months and she wished me the best, which is why I don't understand why she would spread these rumors about me to break my relationship.
I got one of @paulyune 's threads deleted yes not because I was ashamed of what it revealed but simply because she leaked my personal IG account while she was emotional, that's all.
Anyways I'm gonna defend myself from each of the accusations thrown at me by @Evilemofoid for no reason.
1. Grilldaddy at the time was begging nigs left and right to join his server and at the time I just thought it was a casual server with not much going on. I eventually got doxxed in his server multiple times and @lowkeydeadinside found it and threatened to make AI porn out of it, so I eventually left the server definitely before it got nuked a month later. Throughout the months I was in Grilldaddy's server I was barely active, and those who were active in it can confirm. Me and Grill weren't really close to eachother, at the time I did fuck with him and played Brawl Stars together but right after I learned he distributed cp and manipulated girls into cutting themselves I stopped interacting with him totally. It's also very stupid to accuse me of being aware all along about the stuff Grill did just because I was in his public server when hundreds of .com and .org users were in it and only a fraction of them knew about the psychopathic disgusting things he was doing behind close doors. Also, @Atra who exposed him publicly on .org and knows who was in the "9 rings" server where Grill's and his friends incited and manipulated girls to cut themselves and distributed CP went to ask me to copy his thread and publish it on .com .https://forum.looksmaxxing.com/threads/the-grillstein-files-data-set-1.192823/ It wouldn't make any sense for a guy who has exposed Grill's and his friend to ask a guy from his circle to expose him on another forum.
TLDR : Even if I was on Grill's server, I wasn't active on it and didn't know anything about what happened since I don't rot on discord much.
2. I only made that promise to Amelia of seeing her this summer so she doesn't kill herself because she displayed very concerning and self-destructive behavior ( self-harm, substance abuse). Like I said previously, she was the one who asked me out and I was the one who distanced myself from the "relationship" after she threatened to kill herself.
3. Like I said before, I did pm her lately to make amends and make sure she didn't have any resentment and also to keep an ear open if she needed to vent to someone about her personal life problems. I have clearly stated I was in a relationship and didn't pursue anything romantical, just wanted to clear things up.
Plus I told her at least 2 times back in October that the age difference between her and me made me uncomfortable (16 and 18), from what I can tell she turned 16 the same day she initiated that pm to ask me out and showing romantic interest towards me (October 14). So no I didn't "count down" because I don't care about that e-dating shit unless a girl comes asking me out personally (which @Evilemofoid and @paulyune did, I was cold to them both the times we interacted before they asked me out).
Also I never larped about my age jfl, my birthday is the 8th May. I was always 18 and never told her anything else. I'm thinking she misinterpreted when I said that I was GOING TO be 19 and her 16 if we ever met this summer.
(The edited part was most probably a typo I corrected, I do that often, I'm not dissimulating or frauding any infos about my screenshots)
Also JFL at saying I ever was a moderator, this just shows how out of touch she is.
I'd have no problem with sharing all my pms with Amelia from October, I was maybe awkward about some things but I never acted as an outright creep. I genuinely wanted to help her because her irl situation saddened me a lot. I wanted to give her hope and make her feel loved for a bit until I saw she'll keep on persisting in her cycle of self-destruction and substance abuse no matter what.
My little theory is that she's only doing this to break me and Aeri up, Amelia confessed to me not so long ago she still has feelings for me and while I say I did care about her, I couldn't say I still loved her.
I find this whole situation particularly disgusting, I genuinely cared and wanted to help Amelia and she says she doesn't grow any resentment towards me and wishes me the best and then goes on to tell my girlfriend that I'm a fucking pedophile creep out of the blue, for no reason and with no proof at all.
Anyways end of the thread, if you got any questions ask them to me.
@TonyDr @Yani @ecoli @mus @splanky @nani @Newday @lowtiersubhuman @insomnia
First I gotta put some context, yes I did e-date Amelia back in October after she was the one who reached out to me and asked me out (not inversely) when she learned we lived in the same country. I made it very clear that I was 2 years older than her at the time and that it made uncomfortable. I never mentioned anything sexual or erotic to her in PMs nor had the intent of grooming her. Rereading our past convos, I was most of time giving her advice and trying to help her mentally since she grew up in a very, very rough household and substance abused a lot. I kinda promised her I would meet her this summer not as a way to take advantage of her but to give her a bit of hope so she doesn't kill herself.
Eventually she threatened to kill herself while she was on drugs to me on call and that event pretty damn destabilized me and traumatized me, so I grew distanced from her and rarely pmed her after that. Lately I did pm her while I was with Aeri not to cheat on Aeri but to make amends and clear my conscience because I knew I hurt her. She even confessed to me she still loved me even after all these months and she wished me the best, which is why I don't understand why she would spread these rumors about me to break my relationship.
I got one of @paulyune 's threads deleted yes not because I was ashamed of what it revealed but simply because she leaked my personal IG account while she was emotional, that's all.
Anyways I'm gonna defend myself from each of the accusations thrown at me by @Evilemofoid for no reason.
1. Grilldaddy at the time was begging nigs left and right to join his server and at the time I just thought it was a casual server with not much going on. I eventually got doxxed in his server multiple times and @lowkeydeadinside found it and threatened to make AI porn out of it, so I eventually left the server definitely before it got nuked a month later. Throughout the months I was in Grilldaddy's server I was barely active, and those who were active in it can confirm. Me and Grill weren't really close to eachother, at the time I did fuck with him and played Brawl Stars together but right after I learned he distributed cp and manipulated girls into cutting themselves I stopped interacting with him totally. It's also very stupid to accuse me of being aware all along about the stuff Grill did just because I was in his public server when hundreds of .com and .org users were in it and only a fraction of them knew about the psychopathic disgusting things he was doing behind close doors. Also, @Atra who exposed him publicly on .org and knows who was in the "9 rings" server where Grill's and his friends incited and manipulated girls to cut themselves and distributed CP went to ask me to copy his thread and publish it on .com .https://forum.looksmaxxing.com/threads/the-grillstein-files-data-set-1.192823/ It wouldn't make any sense for a guy who has exposed Grill's and his friend to ask a guy from his circle to expose him on another forum.
TLDR : Even if I was on Grill's server, I wasn't active on it and didn't know anything about what happened since I don't rot on discord much.
2. I only made that promise to Amelia of seeing her this summer so she doesn't kill herself because she displayed very concerning and self-destructive behavior ( self-harm, substance abuse). Like I said previously, she was the one who asked me out and I was the one who distanced myself from the "relationship" after she threatened to kill herself.
3. Like I said before, I did pm her lately to make amends and make sure she didn't have any resentment and also to keep an ear open if she needed to vent to someone about her personal life problems. I have clearly stated I was in a relationship and didn't pursue anything romantical, just wanted to clear things up.
Plus I told her at least 2 times back in October that the age difference between her and me made me uncomfortable (16 and 18), from what I can tell she turned 16 the same day she initiated that pm to ask me out and showing romantic interest towards me (October 14). So no I didn't "count down" because I don't care about that e-dating shit unless a girl comes asking me out personally (which @Evilemofoid and @paulyune did, I was cold to them both the times we interacted before they asked me out).
Also I never larped about my age jfl, my birthday is the 8th May. I was always 18 and never told her anything else. I'm thinking she misinterpreted when I said that I was GOING TO be 19 and her 16 if we ever met this summer.
(The edited part was most probably a typo I corrected, I do that often, I'm not dissimulating or frauding any infos about my screenshots)
Also JFL at saying I ever was a moderator, this just shows how out of touch she is.
I'd have no problem with sharing all my pms with Amelia from October, I was maybe awkward about some things but I never acted as an outright creep. I genuinely wanted to help her because her irl situation saddened me a lot. I wanted to give her hope and make her feel loved for a bit until I saw she'll keep on persisting in her cycle of self-destruction and substance abuse no matter what.
My little theory is that she's only doing this to break me and Aeri up, Amelia confessed to me not so long ago she still has feelings for me and while I say I did care about her, I couldn't say I still loved her.
I find this whole situation particularly disgusting, I genuinely cared and wanted to help Amelia and she says she doesn't grow any resentment towards me and wishes me the best and then goes on to tell my girlfriend that I'm a fucking pedophile creep out of the blue, for no reason and with no proof at all.
Anyways end of the thread, if you got any questions ask them to me.
@TonyDr @Yani @ecoli @mus @splanky @nani @Newday @lowtiersubhuman @insomnia
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