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I can't remember why I felt the urge to masturbate but I decided to watch more without masturbating. Within the moment, I spontaneously decided to be as honest as possible to myself in why I masturbate to porn in the first place.
I have been exposed to porn ever since I was 12, by accident. Since then I have developed some fucked up fetishes because the old vanilla categories aren't as stimulating as they used to be. Porn has probably affected my maturity thus turning me into a subhuman.
After watching it without fapping I felt utterly disgusted as if I have been subsided with a scam or something inferior to what I deserve. The reason my mind came attached to porn and therefore the fucked up shit was due to my incapability to take control of my instincts and think clearly. Porn suppresses your superiority and authenticity as a man. If you wanna quit porn yourself you're gonna have to experience what I am talking about first hand. I see porn as futile and sex as overhyped.
Getting to this point requires accepting neuroses and addiction. The feeling after feels rejecting the attachment to a dopamine high feels like an empty place, not from a place of lack but instead of a place of calm like a steady ocean.
Porn was used in my life to run away from all of my problems after rejecting porn my problems are still there however I am in a position where I can properly face them.
Nofap is flawed because the act of participating in it replaces the dopamine sourced from porn to nofap. The problem with all addiction is your relation to dopamine. This paradigm should be rejected you don't need to actively define yourself in a box to solve your porn addiction. Do something in your spare time worthwhile rather than spend your time fapping, it's as simple as that.
I have been exposed to porn ever since I was 12, by accident. Since then I have developed some fucked up fetishes because the old vanilla categories aren't as stimulating as they used to be. Porn has probably affected my maturity thus turning me into a subhuman.
After watching it without fapping I felt utterly disgusted as if I have been subsided with a scam or something inferior to what I deserve. The reason my mind came attached to porn and therefore the fucked up shit was due to my incapability to take control of my instincts and think clearly. Porn suppresses your superiority and authenticity as a man. If you wanna quit porn yourself you're gonna have to experience what I am talking about first hand. I see porn as futile and sex as overhyped.
Getting to this point requires accepting neuroses and addiction. The feeling after feels rejecting the attachment to a dopamine high feels like an empty place, not from a place of lack but instead of a place of calm like a steady ocean.
Porn was used in my life to run away from all of my problems after rejecting porn my problems are still there however I am in a position where I can properly face them.
Nofap is flawed because the act of participating in it replaces the dopamine sourced from porn to nofap. The problem with all addiction is your relation to dopamine. This paradigm should be rejected you don't need to actively define yourself in a box to solve your porn addiction. Do something in your spare time worthwhile rather than spend your time fapping, it's as simple as that.