The voices are coming back

[Nenestar]

I've always been an outcast, ever since childhood. I've lived like one, and felt like one. Even on my first day of school, I remember going to the swings alone, thinking -- I don't belong here.

I don't even feel like spending time with my only friends anymore, we never see each other, just play games. Which has become more and more meaningless to me. Haven't spoken to these people in few months now. I also have 0 acquaintances, so the only people I speak to are my family.

I think it's over for me, honestly. The only person I ever shared any real depth with was my ex. But I think I was just a rebound. I got lucky. She was at her lowest, and I think she would've taken almost anyone.

I try to be kind. I try to listen. But I don't think I have much to offer in return. I tell myself things aren't that bad, but it's a lie. I don't really enjoy living anymore.

 

[Tumor]

Have you tried therapy?

 

[Nenestar]

Have you tried therapy?

I have. I did few session and it helped a bit. I feel like it wont do much to me anymore, tbh.

 

[Tumor]

I have. I did few session and it helped a bit. I feel like it wont do much to me anymore, tbh.

Yeah same, idk how to help you

 

[Nenestar]

Yeah same, idk how to help you

Yeah, I think it's just something I have to get used to.

I've lived alone the majority of my life. So it is the norm for me. Sadly I just grave for connection for so much. I don't like this isolation at all.

 

[fool]

The only person I ever shared any real depth with was my ex

Was it really the only person ever? Have you managed to click with anyone else

 

[Tumor]

I don't like this isolation at all

This site helps

 

[Nenestar]

Was it really the only person ever? Have you managed to click with anyone else

Yes, I believe so. My other friends(2) I have are more of gaming friends. Their lives are also kinda bad, so we have kinda just coped playing video games for hours. It's not much deeper than that. We have seen only few times IRL after our schools ended.

 

[Nenestar]

This site helps

It is a fine cope, I'll admit.

 

[Night]

@ikramy help your gf

 

[fool]

Yes, I believe so. My other friends(2) I have are more of gaming friends. Their lives are also kinda bad, so we have kinda just coped playing video games for hours. It's not much deeper than that. We have seen only few times IRL after our schools ended.

Yeah I'm just curious cuz I feel like I'm in a similar spot jfl, only ever bonded with one girl and anyone else I don't really care about

 

[Nenestar]

Yeah I'm just curious cuz I feel like I'm in a similar spot jfl, only ever bonded with one girl and anyone else I don't really care about

.

 

[Nenestar]

Yeah I'm just curious cuz I feel like I'm in a similar spot jfl, only ever bonded with one girl and anyone else I don't really care about

Yeah, it's rare to find a person like that. A really good feeling.

 

[fool]

Yeah, it's rare to find a person like that. A really good feeling.

tragic =(

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

I've always been an outcast, ever since childhood. I've lived like one, and felt like one. Even on my first day of school, I remember going to the swings alone, thinking -- I don't belong here.

I don't even feel like spending time with my only friends anymore, we never see each other, just play games. Which has become more and more meaningless to me. Haven't spoken to these people in few months now. I also have 0 acquaintances, so the only people I speak to are my family.

I think it's over for me, honestly. The only person I ever shared any real depth with was my ex. But I think I was just a rebound. I got lucky. She was at her lowest, and I think she would've taken almost anyone.

I try to be kind. I try to listen. But I don't think I have much to offer in return. I tell myself things aren't that bad, but it's a lie. I don't really enjoy living anymore.

Call me rn oneitis

 

[Nenestar]

Call me rn oneitis

Some other time, sir

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

Some other time, sir

Seriously tho if you wanna talk pm me

 

[Nenestar]

@GayGymMaxx Should I clean my room?

 

[Nenestar]

Seriously tho if you wanna talk pm me

I'm fine, no worries

 

[GayGymMaxx]

@GayGymMaxx Should I clean my room?

Always

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

I'm fine, no worries

Please bro don’t hurt yourself or do anything I care about you

 

[GayGymMaxx]

I'm fine, no worries

Yea, as he said.

He's already got plenty of people to talk to...

 

[GayGymMaxx]

Please bro don’t hurt yourself or do anything I care about you

He's lying, don't trust this deception and hurt yourself badly to make him understand you cannot be tricked or fiddled with

 

[Deleted Member 76607]

He's lying, don't trust this deception and hurt yourself badly to make him understand you cannot be tricked or fiddled with

We go way back the first person I talked to in org after registration

 

[Nenestar]

He's lying, don't trust this deception and hurt yourself badly to make him understand you cannot be tricked or fiddled with

I trust the voices. I know Pete. Don't worry

 

[Mishima]

Dont listen duh

 

[a_kay676]

Just ignore the voices and grind

 

[GayGymMaxx]

Make one of the voices Andrew tate

"YOURE BROKE"

will make you a mental health mogger and lifemaxx

 

[Nenestar]

Make one of the voices Andrew tate

"YOURE BROKE"

will make you a mental health mogger and lifemaxx

David Goggins and Tate voices would be ideal.

Gotta get that money, brah. Never give up, son.

 

[GayGymMaxx]

David Goggins and Tate voices would be ideal.

Gotta get that money, brah. Never give up, son.

As it's all in your head you could pull it off

Listen to goggins and tatespeech on repeat for a week and it will be embedded in your subconscious