The world keeps moving

[genio]

I just watched his farewell video and now i feel like im actually processing what happened
I feel like a piece of shit for cringing internally at some of the things he said
Even if what he said sounds corny i shouldnt be cringing
Im crying a bit right now because hearing him say such despairing things really makes me realize that this is real and he wont be back

Seeing my other friends talking about
“ill text you when im coming”
“Ok should i bring my tennis stuff or nah”
“Lowk no clue ”
Really irks me badly like do you guys even care
He was good to us
Using stupid emojis and talking about mundane stuff right after you send his farewell video just comes off as so fucking insensitive
People cope in their own ways maybe im just being sensitive right now and they’re still in denial treating life regularly

 

[hoodsickle]

sorry for your loss man

 

[zaycism]

my condolences
i can never know how u exactly feel, but im here for you and want to try to understand it

 

[vamp]

I just watched his farewell video and now i feel like im actually processing what happened
I feel like a piece of shit for cringing internally at some of the things he said
Even if what he said sounds corny i shouldnt be cringing
Im crying a bit right now because hearing him say such despairing things really makes me realize that this is real and he wont be back

Seeing my other friends talking about
“ill text you when im coming”
“Ok should i bring my tennis stuff or nah”
“Lowk no clue ”
Really irks me badly like do you guys even care
He was good to us
Using stupid emojis and talking about mundane stuff right after you send his farewell video just comes off as so fucking insensitive
People cope in their own ways maybe im just being sensitive right now and they’re still in denial treating life regularly

i hope you are handling it well,

 

[genio]

i hope you are handling it well,

Im fine

 

[Zillophone]

the world does not move

 

[2R0I2P0]

im sorry for being a complete r****d but what happened?

 

[ToptierGooner]

I don't know what to say but I am so sorry to hear this news

 

[zaycism]

im sorry for being a complete r****d but what happened?

a friend of his passed away

 

[2R0I2P0]

a friend of his passed away

oh my,

im so sorry about your loss, man.
remember you live on with his memory to honor it

 

[Ladiesman217]

I just watched his farewell video and now i feel like im actually processing what happened
I feel like a piece of shit for cringing internally at some of the things he said
Even if what he said sounds corny i shouldnt be cringing
Im crying a bit right now because hearing him say such despairing things really makes me realize that this is real and he wont be back

Seeing my other friends talking about
“ill text you when im coming”
“Ok should i bring my tennis stuff or nah”
“Lowk no clue ”
Really irks me badly like do you guys even care
He was good to us
Using stupid emojis and talking about mundane stuff right after you send his farewell video just comes off as so fucking insensitive
People cope in their own ways maybe im just being sensitive right now and they’re still in denial treating life regularly

You’re not a bad person for cringing, sometimes the mind tries to protect itself from pain before the heart fully understands what’s happening. And the reason those normal conversations hurt so much is because part of you feels like the world should’ve stopped for him, even just for a moment. The fact you’re crying now means you cared more than you think , be gentle with yourself you have a good heart