I grew up with friends constantly getting eerily close to hating me
And this does have to due to with the autism and the bpd ofc, im constantly told im off putting
But I have to say a big cause ws that I grew up poor, and living in a low income household, a dirty poor looking home, people assume they know you and are close to you because of it being messy, or unfurnished, or broken, bc they get to see the bad parts right away
Makes everything all at once imminent
And this does have to due to with the autism and the bpd ofc, im constantly told im off putting
But I have to say a big cause ws that I grew up poor, and living in a low income household, a dirty poor looking home, people assume they know you and are close to you because of it being messy, or unfurnished, or broken, bc they get to see the bad parts right away
Makes everything all at once imminent
