things rehab taught me in a tough way

[ilyushka]

1 - no one is actually your friend except your close family, your day ones and rarely someone you meet after developmental years
2 - people are mentally insane not because of trauma, what usually happens is they are mentally ill first and then develop trauma through their own actions
3 - having your own comfy bed to sleep is the biggest privilege on earth and you only aknowledge it once you lose it
4 - everyone should love their moms more as a general rule
5 - mac donalds tastes fucking good if you go a month without slop
6 - i miss my girl

 

[Deleted Member 74605]

What’s ur DOC?

 

[ilyushka]

What’s ur DOC?

opioids

 

[Deleted Member 74605]

3 - having your own comfy bed to sleep is the biggest privilege on earth and you only aknowledge it once you lose it

Real asf. Also 3 meals a day

 

[ilyushka]

Real asf. Also 3 meals a day

i barely eat, so this one wasn't a hassle to me. the bad thing is if you dont eat they softly punish you for it there. this was bad. for someone skinny and naturally not very interested in eating it was quite torturing mentally, especially because the food isn't good in the hospital

 

[Deleted Member 74605]

i barely eat, so this one wasn't a hassle to me. the bad thing is if you dont eat they softly punish you for it there. this was bad. for someone skinny and naturally not very interested in eating it was quite torturing mentally, especially because the food isn't good in the hospital

For me it’s always the opposite food is the last priority when Im using but then I gain 10 pounds every time Im in rehab. It takes a while for the appetite to come back tho

 

[ilyushka]

also i think rehab aged me a bit, i've got those permanent dark circles now that i didnt have in the past (im covering it with bb cream in this selfie and it still shows up a bit)

 

[ilyushka]

For me it’s always the opposite food is the last priority when Im using but then I gain 10 pounds every time Im in rehab. It takes a while for the appetite to come back tho

i have gastrointestinal problem, a similar one to the one kurt had, its very painful for me to eat learge chunks of food. and as i said, they mentally torture you to eat there

 

[Deleted Member 74605]

i have gastrointestinal problem, a similar one to the one kurt had, its very painful for me to eat learge chunks of food. and as i said, they mentally torture you to eat there

How long have u been out for?

 

[ilyushka]

How long have u been out for?

i've been in and out as you can sign a paper and go back home, you assume the risk. i stay two weeks, then leave for a month. its been a back a and forth with my lifeloing oxycodone and heroin drug addiction. i overdose oxy a lot, like 90mg on a sitting

 

[Deleted Member 74605]

i've been in and out as you can sign a paper and go back home, you assume the risk. i stay two weeks, then leave for a month. its been a back a and forth with my lifeloing oxycodone and heroin drug addiction. i overdose oxy a lot, like 90mg on a sitting

Well best of luck getting sober man. Im 5 months sober and starting to get used to it. U got it bro

 

[ilyushka]

Well best of luck getting sober man. Im 5 months sober and starting to get used to it. U got it bro

i really appreciate your kind words mr.

 

[ilyushka]

Well best of luck getting sober man. Im 5 months sober and starting to get used to it. U got it bro

what was yours btw? opium too?

 

[Deleted Member 74605]

what was yours btw? opium too?

My favorites were benzos and stimulants. Specifically Xanax and coke. But I always loved opioids too

 

[ilyushka]

My favorites were benzos and stimulants. Specifically Xanax and coke. But I always loved opioids too

i just took 10mg alprazolam to be able to sleep hahah

 

[Deleted Member 74605]

i just took 10mg alprazolam to be able to sleep hahah

Ur gonna be out for 15 hours

 

[ilyushka]

Ur gonna be out for 15 hours

hell yeah, the timeskip drug. my favorite part of it is when u hold and dont instantly sleep then when you finally close ur eyes its like an orgasm ifykyk

 

[logitech]

1 - no one is actually your friend except your close family, your day ones and rarely someone you meet after developmental years
2 - people are mentally insane not because of trauma, what usually happens is they are mentally ill first and then develop trauma through their own actions
3 - having your own comfy bed to sleep is the biggest privilege on earth and you only aknowledge it once you lose it
4 - everyone should love their moms more as a general rule
5 - mac donalds tastes fucking good if you go a month without slop
6 - i miss my girl

dr rehab will be saint rehab in future.
did you see his latest vid?