Moodring
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i suck at explaining myself so this might sound stupid but i went through my crushes reposts to find out what kind of guy he is because looks aren’t everything and he reposts alot of bs about going to the gym and stuff but I scrolled more and found looksmaxing stuff and i myself is interested in that stuff so I didn’t care until it got to the weird grimy shi about looksmatch and women suck and clav (who is the Netanyahu of whatever the fuck he does) and I got kinda disappointed because he seemed like a cool guy but he isn’t I wish I could connect with someone I’m strange and it hurts my need for connection is like an ugly leaking sore that only I can notice like a yeast infection it doesn’t smell or is noticeable but it itches and burns and is a burden to you and you only to embarrassing to share so you keep it hidden this is a weird metaphor but it’s how I felt my whole life I have friends now but I can never be myself it’s mindless fun with no substance a marshmallow of connection