Throw back to when I lost all my money trying to rope

[catlady]

Basically I wanted to die in a hot way . So I got my hair nails done and bought a 500 euros dress . Then I booked a night in a fancy hotel and took some nice alcohol with the room service WAY too expensive. Then I got drunk and took pills . UNFORTUNATELY I woke up like 24 h later and I was alive plus broke . Even more ropefuel. I’ll never stop being performative ngl.

 

[Trevor]

You were just having your moment

 

[hersheykiss]

im gonna do that but get fent from this one guy my friend knows so i KNOW ill die

 

[scotfield]

Basically I wanted to die in a hot way . So I got my hair nails done and bought a 500 euros dress . Then I booked a night in a fancy hotel and took some nice alcohol with the room service WAY too expensive. Then I got drunk and took pills . UNFORTUNATELY I woke up like 24 h later and I was alive plus broke . Even more ropefuel. I’ll never stop being performative ngl.

nice plot

 

[drchad]

Basically I wanted to die in a hot way . So I got my hair nails done and bought a 500 euros dress . Then I booked a night in a fancy hotel and took some nice alcohol with the room service WAY too expensive. Then I got drunk and took pills . UNFORTUNATELY I woke up like 24 h later and I was alive plus broke . Even more ropefuel. I’ll never stop being performative ngl.

A sign to keep going

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Basically I wanted to die in a hot way . So I got my hair nails done and bought a 500 euros dress . Then I booked a night in a fancy hotel and took some nice alcohol with the room service WAY too expensive. Then I got drunk and took pills . UNFORTUNATELY I woke up like 24 h later and I was alive plus broke . Even more ropefuel. I’ll never stop being performative ngl.

A sign from somewhere

 

[paulyune]

Basically I wanted to die in a hot way . So I got my hair nails done and bought a 500 euros dress . Then I booked a night in a fancy hotel and took some nice alcohol with the room service WAY too expensive. Then I got drunk and took pills . UNFORTUNATELY I woke up like 24 h later and I was alive plus broke . Even more ropefuel. I’ll never stop being performative ngl.

i wanna die pretty and performative too

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

i wanna die pretty and performative too

Same

 

[Tealovingfool]

Brutal as fuck and no its not a sign its either good luck or bad luck depending on how you see it

 

[BigDihDiddy ⚦]

Basically I wanted to die in a hot way . So I got my hair nails done and bought a 500 euros dress . Then I booked a night in a fancy hotel and took some nice alcohol with the room service WAY too expensive. Then I got drunk and took pills . UNFORTUNATELY I woke up like 24 h later and I was alive plus broke . Even more ropefuel. I’ll never stop being performative ngl.

Most foid ahh suicide attempt ever tbh

 

[catlady]

Most foid ahh suicide attempt ever tbh

I am a high E person what can I say ?

 

[Evilemofoid]

Basically I wanted to die in a hot way . So I got my hair nails done and bought a 500 euros dress . Then I booked a night in a fancy hotel and took some nice alcohol with the room service WAY too expensive. Then I got drunk and took pills . UNFORTUNATELY I woke up like 24 h later and I was alive plus broke . Even more ropefuel. I’ll never stop being performative ngl.

sorry ik this is kinda mean and giving advice on it is bad but I wanna geek out
98% of od's dont work
you'd need to macro thousands of pills + not throwuo from them
or do easily ingestible opiods

 

[submissivechud]

Basically I wanted to die in a hot way . So I got my hair nails done and bought a 500 euros dress . Then I booked a night in a fancy hotel and took some nice alcohol with the room service WAY too expensive. Then I got drunk and took pills . UNFORTUNATELY I woke up like 24 h later and I was alive plus broke . Even more ropefuel. I’ll never stop being performative ngl.

dont ever rope catlady
i think id cry

 

[BigDihDiddy ⚦]

sorry ik this is kinda mean and giving advice on it is bad but I wanna geek out
98% of od's dont work
you'd need to macro thousands of pills + not throwuo from them
or do easily ingestible opiods

Don’t help her do this f****t

 

[catlady]

Don’t help her do this f****t

I know how to tbh I don’t want to die anymore anyways.

 

[Evilemofoid]

Don’t help her do this f****t

what im doing is even above stopping it actually
a large portion of ods causes total bodily failure, organs shutting down and literally physically melting and whatnot
od's aren't permanently harmful rather longterm
saying not to od and how hard it is spares someone from being veggietized

 

[catlady]

sorry ik this is kinda mean and giving advice on it is bad but I wanna geek out
98% of od's dont work
you'd need to macro thousands of pills + not throwuo from them
or do easily ingestible opiods

I used oral morphine tbh very strong idk why it didn’t work

 

[Evilemofoid]

I used oral morphine tbh very strong idk why it didn’t work

Really ?? I haven't heard of a case of opiates not working
Sorry correct if im wrong I'm like 99% sure morphines opiate
Maybe you missed the dose point or your body had strong proteins needed to block or dilute it

I used champex before and didn't even go out
It's really weird, some say God doesn't let people die, but really it's just every human body processes toxins and chemicals bizarrely different

 

[submissivechud]

Really ?? I haven't heard of a case of opiates not working
Sorry correct if im wrong I'm like 99% sure morphines opiate
Maybe you missed the dose point or your body had strong proteins needed to block or dilute it

I used champex before and didn't even go out
It's really weird, some say God doesn't let people die, but really it's just every human body processes toxins and chemicals bizarrely different

god would let people die
if he interfered it would contradict the free will arguement
maybe she js got lucky
or the foods she ate or drank before hand helped w stuff

 

[Deleted Member 104328]

Basically I wanted to die in a hot way . So I got my hair nails done and bought a 500 euros dress . Then I booked a night in a fancy hotel and took some nice alcohol with the room service WAY too expensive. Then I got drunk and took pills . UNFORTUNATELY I woke up like 24 h later and I was alive plus broke . Even more ropefuel. I’ll never stop being performative ngl.

I don’t know if I’d be able to live in a world without catlady so I’m glad it didn’t work

 

[submissivechud]

god would let people die
if he interfered it would contradict the free will arguement
maybe she js got lucky
or the foods she ate or drank before hand helped w stuff

unless theirs a seperate god i suppose

 

[Evilemofoid]

god would let people die
if he interfered it would contradict the free will arguement
maybe she js got lucky
or the foods she ate or drank before hand helped w stuff

I wasnt aware your religious chud, may I ask why? im always curious

food and drink definitly helps, the largest part of ss plans is fasting because the smallest bit of food can alter the bodys state depending on the person, another cool part of individuality

 

[submissivechud]

I wasnt aware your religious chud, may I ask why? im always curious

food and drink definitly helps, the largest part of ss plans is fasting because the smallest bit of food can alter the bodys state depending on the person, another cool part of individuality

im not religious
i like religion though
its fun to learn about
buddism is my favorite

thats interesting
idk much about suicide, i didnt know people planned for it that deeply

 

[Evilemofoid]

im not religious
i like religion though
its fun to learn about
buddism is my favorite

I respect that and fw that a ton !!
im satanist in the way that i know a higher being didnt save me and i had to save myself
but i adore exploring religions, I think the universe is too complex to have been randomized, but honestly at the same time maybe its too complex it had to have been randomized

thats interesting
idk much about suicide, i didnt know people planned for it that deeply

I know alot about it, im not really suicidal anymore tbh, not to info dump but I have like 7 serious attempts, all hospitalized, but have never died
being a irl zombie gave me a really deep interest on morality and the concept of suicide, sasu is one of my most browsed sites just to learn causes, reason, the compound science, etc

I think only letting oneself decide when it ends is prosperous and well thought,
still sad :c I know alot of ss victims, but I understand the heroicism and desperation of it

 

[submissivechud]

I respect that and fw that a ton !!
im satanist in the way that i know a higher being didnt save me and i had to save myself
but i adore exploring religions, I think the universe is too complex to have been randomized, but honestly at the same time maybe its too complex it had to have been randomized

i like satan
lucifer was my favorite charecter in the bible
seperation from perfection and defection from the norm is a romantic concept

I know alot about it, im not really suicidal anymore tbh, not to info dump but I have like 7 serious attempts, all hospitalized, but have never died
being a irl zombie gave me a really deep interest on morality and the concept of suicide, sasu is one of my most browsed sites just to learn causes, reason, the compound science, etc

whats sasu?
and how do you become a zombie

I think only letting oneself decide when it ends is prosperous and well thought,
still sad :c I know alot of ss victims, but I understand the heroicism and desperation of it

i think lovers suicide is romantic
but its always sad
i suppose romance is sad aswell
idk
suicide is always sad
especially in minors

 

[Evilemofoid]

i like satan
lucifer was my favorite charecter in the bible
seperation from perfection and defection from the norm is a romantic concept

ive only skimmed through the Bible but yesterday actually I picked up a encyclopedic type version of it, I plan to fully read because its well formatted full info

whats sasu?
and how do you become a zombie

assisted suicide forum
sad people talking about their why, their how, helping eachother
its depressing but honestly nice, I like that sad people can always rely on eachother, feels safe

i think lovers suicide is romantic
but its always sad
i suppose romance is sad aswell
idk
suicide is always sad
especially in minors

lovers suicide is the dream
but idk
im no moralfag but id never want to drag another person as low as I have to feel

 

[submissivechud]

ive only skimmed through the Bible but yesterday actually I picked up a encyclopedic type version of it, I plan to fully read because its well formatted full info

its a good book
i read it for my grandma and i girl i liked in 8th grade
kinda boring so u gotta write notes on it or smth to give urself smth to do

assisted suicide forum
sad people talking about their why, their how, helping eachother
its depressing but honestly nice, I like that sad people can always rely on eachother, feels safe

thats sweet

lovers suicide is the dream
but idk
im no moralfag but id never want to drag another person as low as I have to feel

morals are ambiguous i wouldnt care about dragging others down or not
selfishness is the only real emotion anyway
i wouldnt wanna commit till im like 70 or smth tho
unless im still single by 30
then ill prolly kms

 

[Evilemofoid]

its a good book
i read it for my grandma and i girl i liked in 8th grade
kinda boring so u gotta write notes on it or smth to give urself smth to do

ehhh I hate writing notes but as a big philosophy person I probably will for this book

thats sweet

morals are ambiguous i wouldnt care about dragging others down or not
selfishness is the only real emotion anyway
i wouldnt wanna commit till im like 70 or smth tho
unless im still single by 30
then ill prolly kms

hmm
u seem to have a pov i do, alot of people struggle
there is no good or bad, and nobody's required to think or treat anyone of any way
cool

 

[submissivechud]

ehhh I hate writing notes but as a big philosophy person I probably will for this book

I think writing notes for yourself is easier
like metacognition
school forces u to do it but if u can write whenever or whatever you want its easier
i feel like a cute christian girl doing her bible study after school

hmm
u seem to have a pov i do, alot of people struggle
there is no good or bad, and nobody's required to think or treat anyone of any way
cool

maybe
i don't think ive met anyone thats shared my opinions on the world
maybe its cus im only friends irl w nt ppl

 

[Evilemofoid]

I think writing notes for yourself is easier
like metacognition
school forces u to do it but if u can write whenever or whatever you want its easier
i feel like a cute christian girl doing her bible study after school

mehhh, I find having audhd taking notes is like moving the info elsewhere, leaving me to forget it because of obsessing on not forgetting

maybe
i don't think ive met anyone thats shared my opinions on the world
maybe its cus im only friends irl w nt ppl

why wld u do that to urself no girls is better than nt irls

 

[submissivechud]

mehhh, I find having audhd taking notes is like moving the info elsewhere, leaving me to forget it because of obsessing on not forgetting

to each their own then

why wld u do that to urself no girls is better than nt irls

i like everyone
people are nice to me
their just a little stupid
which is fine because most of you guys are stupid aswell