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I guess I'm celebrating Halloween with my cousins, yk I've never had fun on holidays, except for maybe Christmas half the time. I feel like every holiday I get reminded of how much alone and a loser I am. My life sucks and after school, I just do my homework and then rot on TikTok to cope. I hate talking to people, I feel like they always judge me or not truly having a conversation with me, most of the time they are overly rude to me (probably because I'm ugly) I hate it, I don't know how much I can handle it anymore. It's crazy how if I was chad, my life wouldn't even been sad whatsoever. I know thats obvious but its just kinda mind blowing to think about. All the hundreds of times I've cried or begged God to end it. It would've never happened. All the times I got scared to do something, it wouldn't have happened if I was HTN+. All the times girls fucking humiliated me, it wouldn't have happened if I was CHAD. Another useless rant made for a thread. Tell me your advice or questions below if you even have any.