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idk but I feel like venting a little bit rn. so I have/had a bad sh addiction for the past 5 years, I was clean for about 8 months and now relapsed yesterday. I just wanna drink and smoke, the urge to do all of that stuff is so bad. im halfway getting over my ex, at least I think so. I feel so lonely tho, I want a person to love me, I want a person I can love. idk how to control the sh, I don't know how the drinking will go, half of my family are addicts from any substance. I have a high risk of addiction. but I just wanna drink, drink, drink