Tweaking and Crashing out on a School Night

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Why the fuck couldn't I like, realize that I hate being a girl after experimenting with LSD in college? Why the fuck does it have to be right now... Why the fuck did it have to be when i was fucking 14 and watching random ass propoganda from some other transguy. WHy does this have to happen? Why can't I just be normal so I can live an easy life? Why the fuck did I have to randomly develop extreme urges to binge just to not stress? Why the fuck did this entire topic of my mom not wanting a son come up after my cat came home covered in cuts because he was fighting?

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

Im sorry ure going thru it shit is tough at ur age. It's all going to resolve but don't expect things to get better overnight. It's gradual

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Im sorry ure going thru it shit is tough at ur age. It's all going to resolve but don't expect things to get better overnight. It's gradual

Thank you for the support and Im sure its not that significant

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

Thank you for the support and Im sure its not that significant

Np. I hope things get better 4 u

 

[slopslinger]

you're really just ur own worst enemy lmao. woe is me posting like your solution demands sooo much more than just putting down the fork and finding some other obsessions.

I'll spell it out for you like the Alchoholics do.

step 1, admit you have a problem with food and your life is unmanageable
step 2, create a searching and fearless diet inventory
step 3, confess your intent to friends and have them hold you accountable
step 4, replace slop with nicotine, caffeine, and ozempic
step 6, get a fucking job that requires you to be active
step 7, maintenance