Hypothesis uncertainty is depressing

[Solemn.]

I am scared for the future because i cant seem to do anything in the present
as the past flies by i cant recall anything of previous notation and i feel like a goldfish
forgetting every time he swam yet i have no hope and no aspiration to push forward
but everything around me changes so i force my hand to change alongside everyone
like a work horse pulling the bare minimum in order not to get whipped.
i'm still left asking what's next what's after what responsibility do i hold anywhere else
and in all honesty i'm tired i'm uncertain of the future,
i'm scared for the possibility of failure or the possibility of excess responsibility.
i simply don't work for myself i work for the praise of others i work to make people
proud yet i'm the least prideful of anyone. i only get out of bed because i have to if not i
rot and reside here. i feel like shit and i'm writing this because i dont have anything else to do
so im sat here asking whats next

 

[sinning]

Is this a poem? I cba to read it
Don’t forget it gets worse before getting better

 

[sinning]

Is this a poem? I cba to read it
Don’t forget it gets worse before getting better

If ur at the bottom the only place u can go is up

 

[Solemn.]

Is this a poem? I cba to read it
Don’t forget it gets worse before getting better

personal anecdote not a poem

 

[bomborders]

i simply don't work for myself i work for the praise of others i work to make people
proud

this is it brah. this is why you struggle. i used to do things for people too, until i learned that i had no meaning alone. now i do shit for myself beause you'll always be with yourself. even when you're dead

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

this is it brah. this is why you struggle. i used to do things for people too, until i learned that i had no meaning alone. now i do shit for myself beause you'll always be with yourself. even when you're dead

Bro

 

[bomborders]

Bro

i will do sus things to you if you dont remove that reaction

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

i will do sus things to you if you dont remove that reaction

Please no

 

[bomborders]

Please no

im not joshing around bro last warning

 

[Destined to be forgotten]

im not joshing around bro last warning

Nah bro

 

[bomborders]

Nah bro

+4 allegations incoming!