us btw

[arisu]

i’m the one with glasses

 

[Blackpillirony]

i’m the one with glassesView attachment 361851

This image makes me feel longing, jealousy, frustration and disenchantment all at once

 

[arisu]

This image makes me feel longing, jealousy, frustration and disenchantment all at once

same
i want to hug a boy so bad it would heal all my loneliness and sadness

 

[Blackpillirony]

same
i want to hug a boy so bad it would heal all my loneliness and sadness

I hug my pillow at night to make the nights more bearable

 

[nacerskates]

i’m the one with glassesView attachment 361851

who are you

 

[arisu]

I hug my pillow at night to make the nights more bearable

when i waa in love
i would do that and pretend it was him
he said he would to the same with me
i miserably miss edating im pathetic

 

[Blackpillirony]

when i waa in love
i would do that and pretend it was him
he said he would to the same with me
i miserably miss edating im pathetic

Was that with shkypot or an I tripping ? And yeah I was and am in the same situation

 

[arisu]

Was that with shkypot or an I tripping ? And yeah I was and am in the same situation

NO HAHA, me and skypot weren’t dating we were just joking abt it
my ex-e-bf was not from here
i thought u and paulyune were back together?

 

[Blackpillirony]

NO HAHA, me and skypot weren’t dating we were just joking abt it
my ex-e-bf was not from here
i thought u and paulyune were back together?

Haven't you seen her last thread ? She's cutting contact with everyone on this forum myself included. She was avoiding me for days and now she does this, I don't know how to feel about it. I did send her one final message tho but she hasn't seen it. She did me wrong multiple times but ultimately I forgive her and gotta have to learn to be at peace with myself.

 

[arisu]

Haven't you seen her last thread ? She's cutting contact with everyone on this forum myself included. She was avoiding me for days and know she does this, I don't know how to feel about it. I did send her one final message tho but she hasn't seen it. She did me wrong multiple times but ultimately I forgive her and gotta have to learn to be at peace with myself.

wow i didnt see it before
idek how u got back with her after everything she did
but that’s on u i’m not judging

 

[Blackpillirony]

wow i didnt see it before
idek how u got back with her after everything she did
but that’s on u i’m not judging

Maybe because I wanted to believe I'm somehow deserving of being loved, it's the closest I've ever been so far personally so it leaves a mark. But before she stopped texting me she was telling me how much she loves me so so much and how she wanted to marry me just to be emotionally unavailable and for never taking time to talk or call. Ultimately love is not about what you say but what you do, and her actions did show she lost interest a while ago but wanted me near for whatever reason. I think it's best we stop talking, she did things she hasn't taken accountability for that still haunt me and bringing this up to her would just push her away.

 

[derpy]

same
i want to hug a boy so bad it would heal all my loneliness and sadness

loneliness is an escapable state of mind brah

 

[arisu]

Maybe because I wanted to believe I'm somehow deserving of being loved, it's the closest I've ever been so far personally so it leaves a mark. But before she stopped texting me she was telling me how much she loves me so so much and how she wanted to marry me just to be emotionally unavailable and for never taking time to talk or call. Ultimately love is not about what you say but what you do, and her actions did show she lost interest a while ago but wanted me near for whatever reason. I think it's best we stop talking, she did things she hasn't taken accountability for that still haunt me and bringing this up to her would just push her away.

you are deserving of being loved
i think everyone is unless they’re cruel
but yea the way she broke up with u like 3 times is pretty fucked up

 

[Blackpillirony]

you are deserving of being loved
i think everyone is unless they’re cruel
but yea the way she broke up with u like 3 times is pretty fucked up

It's really absurd how people can say they love you so much and want to spend their time with you before cutting you off, but I'm done trying to understand.

 

[arisu]

It's really absurd how people can say they love you so much and want to spend their time with you before cutting you off, but I'm done trying to understand.

i am going through the same thing
but i the thing is
u can’t understand ppl completely
u can’t read their minds, that’s up to them
all u can’t do is control how u react

 

[Blackpillirony]

i am going through the same thing
but i the thing is
u can’t understand ppl completely
u can’t read their minds, that’s up to them
all u can’t do is control how u react

We're going to make it, their actions speak louder than anything