What’s the worst experience you ever lived

[Nenestar]

I wish I lived a shittier life so I could talk about something, ngl. I guess endless monotony isn't that good either, but not really a singular experience

 

[Luca_.]

Goals tbh

The addy kicked in thats the reason behind the positivity

 

[Luca_.]

I wish I lived a shittier life so I could talk about something, ngl. I guess endless monotony isn't that good either, but not really a singular experience

I get what you mean. Having a shitty life sounds way better than it actually is

 

[Nenestar]

I get what you mean. Having a shitty life sounds way better than it actually is

Yeah, at least you have some memories. I barely can differentiate what happened to me ages 16-20 and from 22-23.. it's really all the same.

At least I had a little gap there where I actually "lived"

 

[Luca_.]

Yeah, at least you have some memories. I barely can differentiate what happened to me ages 16-20 and from 22-23.. it's really all the same.

At least I had a little gap there where I actually "lived"

Time passed by quickly?

 

[vespertine]

days that im not dressed up and dont have my face and hair done my parents treat me like shit, like my dad refuses to look at me. even if im done up and he looks at me its purely sexual. the rare times he interacts with me its either something sexual, giving me money, talking about God, or talking down on me. its not really an "experience", it will continue on for the rest of my life. im never gonna be happy and ill never be able to talk about it without being painted as ungrateful

your dad... looks at you sexually? you need to report him

 

[Nenestar]

Time passed by quickly?

Didn't pass by quickly, was kinda slow in the moment.. but when I think back, there really isn't anything to remember. So it feels like I was just teleported to this moment having not lived at all

 

[prettybird]

Title

I think one of the most painful experiences of my life was realizing that some people never saw me as a person. I was just something for them to use, entertain, and toss aside when I became boring. It’s devastating to offer someone genuine care and loyalty, only to find out they viewed me as a toy instead of a human being with feelings, limits, and needs. I was always expected to be available, to take on their problems, and to keep giving without ever being replenished. When I needed support, I encountered indifference or empty words that reminded me how easily I could be replaced. This made me question my worth; it felt like I existed only for convenience, not for connection. The hardest part wasn’t just being used; it was realizing I stayed, hoping that if I gave enough, they’d finally see me as real.

 

[prettybird]

The addy kicked in thats the reason behind the positivity

I think I need to be medicated as well

 

[ameliaisbasd]

Probably being 14 sleeping on church steps in canadian winter
Or getting stabbed in the leg
Or when my ex slit his throat infront of me and fucking djed

 

[Luca_.]

I think one of the most painful experiences of my life was realizing that some people never saw me as a person. I was just something for them to use, entertain, and toss aside when I became boring. It’s devastating to offer someone genuine care and loyalty, only to find out they viewed me as a toy instead of a human being with feelings, limits, and needs. I was always expected to be available, to take on their problems, and to keep giving without ever being replenished. When I needed support, I encountered indifference or empty words that reminded me how easily I could be replaced. This made me question my worth; it felt like I existed only for convenience, not for connection. The hardest part wasn’t just being used; it was realizing I stayed, hoping that if I gave enough, they’d finally see me as real.

I can kind of relate to that. Only time people talk to me is when they need something, and that rarely happens because I’m kinda useless

 

[Luca_.]

Probably being 14 sleeping on church steps in canadian winter
Or getting stabbed in the leg
Or when my ex slit his throat infront of me and fucking djed

……
Im at a loss for words. Are you ok now?

 

[prettybird]

I can kind of relate to that. Only time people talk to me is when they need something, and that rarely happens because I’m kinda useless

It’s hurtful to be a convenience. Never the first option.

 

[Luca_.]

……
Im at a loss for words. Are you ok now?

By ok I mean doing a little better because idk if someone can recover from that

 

[Luca_.]

It’s hurtful to be a convenience. Never the first option.

Solituded solved that problem for me

 

[Cat.]

Title

Was homeless for 2 months at 17 cause i got kicked out

 

[ameliaisbasd]

By ok I mean doing a little better because idk if someone can recover from that

Ya no lmao i have schizoaffective and severe borderline from trauma its screwed me up bad
Those things are just the first layer
I dont rlly gaf tho

 

[Luca_.]

Was homeless for 2 months at 17 cause i got kicked out

How did you manage to get back on your feet?

Ya no lmao i have schizoaffective and severe borderline from trauma its screwed me up bad
Those things are just the first layer
I dont rlly gaf tho

mirin the mindset ngl

 

[Cat.]

How did you manage to get back on your feet?

mirin the mindset ngl

Tbh i just like got close with my parents and got a job and go to uni fixed my life full round from being a druggie at 17

 

[Ilya.]

Title

Grandfather died

 

[Nati]

@StupidFuckingChud

 

[Luca_.]

@StupidFuckingChud

Mirin the title

 

[LoverBoy]

Realizing my bone structure, mental health and my genes determines all my romantical life

also axe wound in my left leg, that make me slow btw

 

[Luca_.]

B

 

[Luca_.]

Realizing my bone structure, mental health and my genes determines all my romantical life

when did you realize that?

 

[mus.]

i WAS in utrecht for 3 months during the summer (where I met and made out with numb)

But I live in italy

utrecht IS peak

 

[Luca_.]

B

 

[Luca_.]

@BigBallsLarry @Orka @DoGirlsFart?

 

[Canthopexular]

Title

I got told that all of my friends talked behind my back about how ugly I was and how disgusting I looked. (I was 13)

 

[Deleted Member 87556]

Title

Being nearly decapitated and lose my right lower leg in a car accident in 2017.
God bless i'm not paralyzed but i still can feel the pain

 

[Luca_.]

Being nearly decapitated and lose my right lower leg in a car accident in 2017.
God bless i'm not paralyzed but i still can feel the pain

Who would’ve thought someone named duracel has had such a shitty life

 

[Deleted Member 87556]

Who would’ve thought someone named duracel has had such a shitty life

Duracel is ofc an online personna but IRL i'm doing fine, i can still walk and be active, doing my life. I just feel a bit of pain in my knee or/and when i turn my head i can feel it in the neck

 

[Razul.dub]

worked at 13, 14, 15 and 16, sometimes for half the minimun salary

 

[Luca_.]

worked at 13, 14, 15 and 16, sometimes for half the minimun salary

Was it voluntary?

 

[Razul.dub]

Was it voluntary?

ig my mom didnt have a job and we were lacking money

 

[Luca_.]

ig my mom didnt have a job and we were lacking money

Brutal stuff man Im sorry

 

[Ghoultune]

Idk my life isn’t bad

 

[Luca_.]

Idk my life isn’t bad

Thats good to hear

 

[Luca_.]

B

 

[Luca_.]

b

 

[Luca_.]

B

 

[Deleted Member 86948]

I can't remember anything particularly bad but nothing particularly good either, boring life

 

[Luca_.]

I can't remember anything particularly bad but nothing particularly good either, boring life

How old r u?

 

[Deleted Member 86948]

How old r u?

17

 

[Luca_.]

17

You still have time to make your life exciting

 

[idkwhatodo]

Title

A little 7 yr old girl randomly came up to me and said im ugly

 

[Luca_.]

A little 7 yr old girl randomly came up to me and said im ugly

Also happened to me but she was 5. She also had a moustache

 

[Ruin]

Never lived a bad experience in my life

 

[IMPORTANT:]

Title

Probably some sort of illness

 

[Ruin]

its weird af how ALL my negative exp comes from 1 TRUCEL