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What are some things you live for and what gives life meaning to you guys?
Every day I want to end my life. even tho I'm improving every day, the urge always returns and I can't get it out of my head. I felt close and didn't so I decided to help others. I started helping this quadriplegic woman, it's been several days now. She's a sweet woman. Life seems so unfair sometimes. I help her for free or almost no money(she insists) and I think to myself, some people would give so much just to be in my position but for some reason(or many reasons) it just feels like torture to me. Idk, life's just a promise I made to someone. I can't wait to break it
Every day I want to end my life. even tho I'm improving every day, the urge always returns and I can't get it out of my head. I felt close and didn't so I decided to help others. I started helping this quadriplegic woman, it's been several days now. She's a sweet woman. Life seems so unfair sometimes. I help her for free or almost no money(she insists) and I think to myself, some people would give so much just to be in my position but for some reason(or many reasons) it just feels like torture to me. Idk, life's just a promise I made to someone. I can't wait to break it