pua
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I used to love football (soccer), it used to be all I thought about. It hit a point where I used to think about football in my sleep. Now, I can’t bear to think about it. I get overwhelmed thinking about weekend games. Obviously I don’t play anymore, reason I quit is that the one and only team that had a space for a goalkeeper was a one that would slightly regret joining, I knew some people there, it started off great I improved a lot. second I started playing tho, this coach would constantly scream at me. No matter if I did something wrong or right he would find a way to put me down and make me make more mistakes over and over to find more ways to scream at me, I was eventually put on the bench to where I barely played, I didn’t want to leave because I had already settled here and I didn’t want to go through the thought of joining another team filled with randoms. I have trouble meeting new people. I dreaded thinking about showing up to training and games, I used to beg my parents to let me not play, I used to fake being sick to not go. I am now thinking of leaving the school team because I simply don’t enjoy football anymore, it’s sad seeing my family slowly realise that I no longer want to play football anymore, I still remember that smile my mother had when I told her I officially received my kit.
