~—• APATHEIA •—~
I went to a small local party with friends just now, paid 9 euros for the ticket and 12,5 on drinks. It was ass, but I made fun with friends anyway. I've only had 1 beer but I decided to try and ask a girl I semi-know for her snap. She said "uhh no sorry" + she was with girls that I know well
I walked out of the party like half an hour ago, I am back home now. What a disaster
It is life.
Some girls are going to reject you; that is a universal experience.
Remember that Marlon guy TikTok overly worships?
He is still pretty good looking regardless and tall (6'2.25 - 6'3) nonetheless, but there is a clip of him trying to cold approach three girls at a college, all of them said "no" immediately.
What I am trying to say is that if you cold approach randomly, such as this girl that has given you no "IOI's", more times than not, just expect a rejection.
High school is only four years of your life, and for you which I assume you are a sophomore-senior, it is 3 - 2 years left before you graduate. That is a very short amount of time, and when you graduate no one is going to care about your mess-ups, or about you in general, besides close friends, they are going to move on immediately, and I mean that, not even exaggerating. Use this to your advantage, take more risks in things you want to improve in.
I am proud of you for taking risks especially when you are so young, I wish I took more risks during my sophomore - junior year of high school. When you move to college/wherever life takes you, you're going to have more practice in risk-tasking/prosocial behavior which benefits you greatly in life.
When you are young you want to take more risks and play less defensively; when you are older, you usually want to play more defensive and take less risks as you build up more responsibilities.
This is "redpill" water, but it seems like some users in these forums seem to forget that, the blackpill deludes them.