Story When I Realized It Was Over

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I went up to some guy I liked, couldn't understand him, mentioned I had an ear infection and generally acted like I was fucking insane. Also was into shock humor and thought it'd impress my crush if I mentioned ducks have corkscrew dicks. So on top of being chopped I am also ugly inside + evil.

Never join a sex cult at 11 years old man.

 

[aryy]

what

 

[ZAROZA]

+you are unfunny

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

what

Basically I'm batshit insane and its not gonna happen for me, even if they could get past my face my personality would ruin it

 

[ZAROZA]

Basically I'm batshit insane and its not gonna happen for me, even if they could get past my face my personality would ruin it

+ You are dumb

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

+ You are dumb

I am a mentalcel

 

[ZAROZA]

I went up to some guy I liked, couldn't understand him, mentioned I had an ear infection and generally acted like I was fucking insane. Also was into shock humor and thought it'd impress my crush if I mentioned ducks have corkscrew dicks. So on top of being chopped I am also ugly inside + evil.

Never join a sex cult at 11 years old man.

You are not just all that but also dumb and unfunny that's the whole point iq pill is more brutal

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

You are not just all that but also dumb and unfunny that's the whole point iq pill is more brutal

Yeah, well hey atleast I'll eventually die

 

[ZAROZA]

You still got time change

 

[TonyDr]

Never join a sex cult at 11 years old

Excuse me what the actual fuck

 

[ZAROZA]

Yeah, well hey atleast I'll eventually die

If you would do that yourself then yes or else death doesn't come so easily in this world many people wants death but it doesn't come upon them

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

You still got time change

I don't know how but I want to at the very least not be so insane that I'm constantly in a trance like I've got some horrible disease

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Excuse me what the actual fuck

I basically joined some sketchy furry server when I was 11 and ruined my social development for life

 

[ZAROZA]

I don't know how but I want to at the very least not be so insane that I'm constantly in a trance like I've got some horrible disease

There is nothing impossible its js you would have to become stronger and get over it against it no matter what

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

There is nothing impossible its js you would have to become stronger and get over it against it no matter what

I also need to find a way to figure out if I'm slipping ahead of time so I don't do anything rash

 

[ZAROZA]

I basically joined some sketchy furry server when I was 11 and ruined my social development for life

It was better instead of joining that shit would have watched animes day night TV shows drama atleast you would have learned how to act properly

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

It was better instead of joining that shit would have watched animes day night TV shows drama atleast you would have learned how to act properly

Yup, never hang out with your cool older teen friends who have the same fucked up interests as you and talk about it like its the weather or casually get you involved in drama and say you're "mature for your age" when you vent about not being liked because you're being stupid but don't know yet, and are okay with you being too young to join the server.

 

[ZAROZA]

Yup, never hang out with your cool older teen friends who have the same fucked up interests as you and talk about it like its the weather or casually get you involved in drama and say you're "mature for your age" when you vent about not being liked because you're being stupid but don't know yet, and are okay with you being too young to join the server.

Who said I ever hang out with cool teen friends my life was watching anime and all that stuff I barely ever used to go to school for bullyin reason and alota different typa shi

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Who said I ever hang out with cool teen friends my life was watching anime and all that stuff I barely ever used to go to school for bullyin reason and alota different typa shi

I meant that as a general sum of how I fucked up then, since my thought process at the time wasn't so great and I wasn't strong enough to take it without turning to my sketchy older friends

 

[ZAROZA]

I meant that as a general sum of how I fucked up then, since my thought process at the time wasn't so great and I wasn't strong enough to take it without turning to my sketchy older friends

There is still time cut all of them blindly tell them you died or some shi like that

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

There is still time cut all of them blindly tell them you died or some shi like that

I did because I lost the account and started a fight by being a crashout but now I need to learn how to be a somewhat likeable person

 

[ZAROZA]

I did because I lost the account and started a fight by being a crashout but now I need to learn how to be a person

Lmao its not that hard to become a normal person just watch alot off anime web series movies all that

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Lmao its not that hard to become a normal person just watch alot off anime web series movies all that

I'll also need to kick all my niche hobbies so I have time to study social cues

 

[ZAROZA]

I'll also need to kick all my niche hobbies so I have time to study social cues

I can tell you some concepts that you can learn about personalities my insta @_zaroza_ msg me there and flw

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

I can tell you some concepts that you can learn about personalities my insta @_zaroza_ msg me there and flw

Im not using insta atm and I'd like to learn how to socialize normally

 

[ZAROZA]

Im not using insta atm and I'd like to learn how to socialize normally

Wdym normally there is no normal shi

 

[ZAROZA]

Im not using insta atm and I'd like to learn how to socialize normally

Anyways goodluck cuz I was tryna help cuz I had studied those personality related shis

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Anyways goodluck cuz I was tryna help cuz I had studied those personality related shis

Do you use other socials?

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Wdym normally there is no normal shi

Just not be a creep

 

[ZAROZA]

Do you use other socials?

Tiktok doomscroll mostly

 

[foidslayer22]

I went up to some guy I liked, couldn't understand him, mentioned I had an ear infection and generally acted like I was fucking insane. Also was into shock humor and thought it'd impress my crush if I mentioned ducks have corkscrew dicks. So on top of being chopped I am also ugly inside + evil.

Never join a sex cult at 11 years old man.

most normal .com member

 

[SevenColorCrystalBall]

Tiktok doomscroll mostly

Oh, nvm then my TikTok has my real name so I can't post it

 

[ZAROZA]

Oh, nvm then my TikTok has my real name so I can't post it

Yeah dw honestly I wanted to help if you dont need help its fine idm and I dont have time anyways