kinggpaxx
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i’ve gotten everything i’ve wanted, still got work to do of course but i’m a different man than i was when i started this whole looksmaxxing shit. I thought that maybe if i looked better id feel better, maybe if they noticed me at school not for my jokes as the fat kid but for me for pax, but i was wrong. When i get that praise i longed so hard for its just awkward idk what to say or how to feel. I want to be happy and im happier than i used to be but i always go back to this depression hole and im surrounded by my thoughts it’s horrible. when is enough enough?