Today I was outside alot
I needed to think clear
I walked for 3-4 hours and I found some cool new spots
I found some trees I can climb AND sit comfortably on
I layed in the grass and watched the clouds
I layed down in the grass and some bugs crawled on me
It started to rain and I stayed there
I layed in the rain for an eternity and waited for something I don't know what it is but I never found it
I kept walking and found a smallsmall „tower" and walked up the stairs
I sat down and drink water and ate some bread I had alot of time to think about anything
Today was a good day I expirenced alot yet I feel emptier then even before
I walked through fields, stole a few cob of corns and I was searching for something
Now it's clear that I'm searching for happiness yet I don't even know what makes me happy so I can't even search right
My life is going downhill and and void inside of me is growing to the point where it starts being more draining then pain
When will I have a purpose?
When will I mean anything?
When will I find a direction?
When will I achieve something that gives my life a meaning?
I thought alot today yet I found not one answer and the more I think the more questions I get
I needed to think clear
I walked for 3-4 hours and I found some cool new spots
I found some trees I can climb AND sit comfortably on
I layed in the grass and watched the clouds
I layed down in the grass and some bugs crawled on me
It started to rain and I stayed there
I layed in the rain for an eternity and waited for something I don't know what it is but I never found it
I kept walking and found a smallsmall „tower" and walked up the stairs
I sat down and drink water and ate some bread I had alot of time to think about anything
Today was a good day I expirenced alot yet I feel emptier then even before
I walked through fields, stole a few cob of corns and I was searching for something
Now it's clear that I'm searching for happiness yet I don't even know what makes me happy so I can't even search right
My life is going downhill and and void inside of me is growing to the point where it starts being more draining then pain
When will I have a purpose?
When will I mean anything?
When will I find a direction?
When will I achieve something that gives my life a meaning?
I thought alot today yet I found not one answer and the more I think the more questions I get
